sin (l.d) !

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i didn't care who i had sex with. as long as they were attractive and they could fuck me right. now, i never thought i would be in a pornographic film, but money is money.

we had just finished filming a scene and it was a good one according to rj, but i think his girlfriend lorraine thought otherwise. she didn't say much, in fact, wayne called her "church mouse" because of how quiet she is.

jackson and i finished filming our scene and now it was him and maxine's turn. i was wiping myself down when i noticed lorraine staring at me.

i had gotten quite tired of her staring not only at me, but at the others. as if she was judging us of some sort. i looked back at her and flipped her off. she quickly looked away and tightened her grip on the microphone.

hours later we were all asleep. i was sleeping on the couch while maxine and wayne were in their own room. jackson and bobby-lynne were rooming together. rj and lorraine were in their own room as well.

i was kind of the outsider because i had no one to call mine. i liked it that way though. i didn't have to worry about anyone or anything. i was getting paid to have amazing sex. jackson was good at it, but i felt like i needed something more.

i was staring up at the ceiling when i heard a faint creak coming from the floor. "sorry, i just can't fall asleep so i came to get some water." lorraine whispers to me and i lift my head up.

lorraine walks over to the kitchen and opens the refrigerator. "so you do speak, church mouse" i whisper to her and she looks at me with an annoyed look.

"yes, in fact i do. why did you flip me off earlier by the way?" she asks me as she comes over and sits on the couch.

"because you kept staring at me. you keep staring at all of us. you judging us or somethin' ?" i cross my legs and lorraine takes a sip of her water.

"i liked what i saw today is all." she admts and i'm taken aback by her answer.

"really? so, what do you wanna do about that?" i simply ask her. she stares at me again and i will admit, lorraine is incredibly beautiful. her wavy brown hair, her full lips, she's perfect.

"i wanna be in it. i wanna be in the movie." she says to me and i am so in shock by her sudden change of attitude.

i move a little closer to her so no one can hear our conversation. "wait, really? have you even had sex?" i ask her and she shakes her head no.

"well, no, but-" she starts, but i interrupt her.

"you've never had sex? rj hasn't fucked you?" i ask her and i can tell she's a little shy answering that. i almost feel kinda bad for asking.

she shakes her head no and i laugh a little. she looks at me confused and she gets up. i quickly get up and grab her hand. "hey, i'm sorry for laughing." i whisper to her.

she looks back at me and looks down at our hands holding. i realize this and quickly pull my hand back. "why were you laughing? i'm telling you personal stuff and you're laughing about it."

"i know and i'm sorry. it's just, i seriously can't believe you haven't had sex." i say to lorraine and she walks back to the couch and i follow her.

"why can't you believe it?" lorraine sits on the couch again and i sit next to her.

"well in a way, i kinda do believe it, but also i don't believe it because you're extremely attractive. if i was rj, i would've fucked you a long time ago." i admit to her and i can tell she is surprised by my answer.

lorraine pulls her knees to her chest and she smiles at me. "you like women?"

"i like anyone that's attractive." i say and she laughs at my blunt answer. she scoots a little closer to me and i do the same.

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