jenna ortega imagines

letting go (j.o)

i was at the bar with my friends having an amazing time. i hadn't gone out since my ex girlfriend and i broke up four months ago.

i was heartbroken and maybe i still am, but i was starting to feel a little better. going out with my friends and drinking felt so good. i almost felt like i was on top of the world.

the bar we were at was playing such good music and normally i wouldn't dance because i'm shy as hell, but after drinking three beers and taking two vodka shots i was suddenly the most confident person.

"y/n, don't look now, but a very cute girl is coming up to you." my best friend camila whispers into my ear and sure enough i feel a tap on my shoulder.

i turn around and i was in a trance on how beautiful this girl was. i smile at her and she does the same. "hi, would you like to dance?" she asks me with confidence.

i was kind of hesitant at first, but i grabbed her hand and nodded my head yes. the mysterious girl leads me to the dance floor and we start dancing together.

"rude boy" by rihanna was playing and i suddenly felt extremely horny. i wasn't sure if it would be a good idea, but i grab the girl and kiss her.

i pull back immediately, feeling rude for just kissing her without her consent. "shit, i am so sorry.." i tell her with panic in my voice and she tilts her head, lust in her eyes.

"don't be." she says as she grabs my face and kisses me with such passion i hadn't felt in awhile.

kissing her felt like i was on cloud nine and i didn't want to ever stop. i started to feel even more turned on when she slipped her tongue in my mouth.

the making out was phenomenal and although i wanted to continue kissing her, she abruptly stopped and looked to the side.

"ah fuck, my friend is about to have a breakdown. i am so sorry, but i gotta go. can i have your number?" i turn around and sure enough her friend was starting to cry.

i nodded my head and gave her my number. "i understand, go take care of your friend!" i reassure her and she smiles at me, kissing me on the cheek.

when she walks past me, she turns around and grabs my wrist. "i'm mariana, by the way." she smiles at me.

"i'm y/n." i tell her with a huge smile on my face. mariana smiles back at me and walks to her friend.

i felt so damn good tonight and i didn't want the night to end. i walked over to my friends and took another shot of vodka.

"i saw you get lucky y/n!" my friend alex yells out and my other friends start laughing. my cheeks get all red and i sit down next to camila.

camila laughs and puts her arm around me. "soooo, did you give her your number? she's so hot." she says with a smirk on her face.

"i did, the kiss was amazing too, but i-" i started to feel the effects of the alcohol go from confidence to sadness.

camila looks at me with confusion on her face. "but what?" i sigh and run my hands through my hair.

"but i kind of felt like i was cheating on jenna.." i admit and camila sighs, knowing jenna was the love of my life for three years.

camila was about to say something when my other friend, victoria joined mine and camila's conversation.

"y/n, i get jenna was your everything for three years, but she broke up with you. it's her loss, i say we continue to have a good ass time. honestly, fuck jenna!" she yells out and my other friends chant, "fuck jenna!"

camila rolled her eyes at our friends and took a shot. i turned around and took another shot, wanting to forget about jenna.

"y/n, you know it's okay to be sad. do you wanna go home? we can all watch a movie if you want." camila offers and i shake my head no.