Actions behind the curtains

Number Three

No one POV

After she didn't appear this whole week I got a feeling that she's not just not feeling well that girl is not okay. I also tried hacking their CCTVs at home and I only succeeded tonight and she's with someone... Roxy.. the heck is she doing there?

They talk for about an hour and fell asleep after. I think she is talking about something about her or her situation? Maybe.

She cried during the talk so I'm pretty sure it's something serious that girl won't cry so suddenly or easily to anyone other than her big brother, Archie. 

How I wish I could be that person she can feel safe and rely upon all the happenings in her life.

I've been crushing on her for the past months and I'm not planning to let Archie know or else I'm dead for sure.

She's pretty but her attitude and personally is ruining that beautiful face. I know it's just a mask as to protect her self and won't be hurt but her obsession for Gino is something I'm not fond of. Gino is a good guy I know, but him leaving her like that is also a bad guy doings.

Their circle of friends is really messed up yet they got each others back, when things go south the problems caused by their own parents and them dealing with the consequence I sometimes have the thought of them harming themselves to relieve the stress and pressure from the weight they are carrying when I also know that Archie is doing drugs and alcohol,

While Z? She's dealing with her problems by taking it out to someone which is I'm not happy about but what can I do?

I'm a coward who can only watch her from a far.

I know what Poch is dealing with and do tell u the truth? All the informations I have about her now is half from him it's not good using someone's weakness but for my girl?

I'm willing to do the unthinkable I'm just so fucking in love with her or obsessed? I'll go with both because who won't be obsesses to her? She's pretty, smart, damn beautiful, freaking sexy, tall, and all a guy can ask for but her mask? That's a no.

Still she's pretty so I'm good I don't care if they call me crazy but I like how she carry her mask and go around wearing that with people who is either have double intention or maybe just a normal wanna-be-friends? Me? I tried to befriend her ending? Rejected I already saw that coming but that's okay. When we got partnered in one our project and she didn't help me with the making but did I complained? No.

If she ask me to do her homework and notes I would even be smiling stupidly at least she noticed me right? I sound like a simp and I love that she might be the only girl I would simp for and I won't complain.

(I like her don't ask she's my babygirl)

I know I liked Sky but it's just like, Zyra? I love her even with the face she is showing I can't help but be amazed by her acting she played it well, she and her brother.

But Archie is now breaking his mask for the girl he likes, Roxy. She's pretty and smart also a savage mouth but yeah.

I just wish my Zyra gets better soon or tomorrow? As long as she gets better I'm okay but I also know that she needs a lot of time and work for she gets better and with the help of people beside her helping her.

Should I also use Archie's way to get notice by her? Pag papapansen? I that it? By bullying? No. She would bully me instead. Fuck! I don't know how to get noticed by her she's so damn hard to get I can't even get close to her as she has her brother.

I know he's just trying to protect his sister but sometimes I wish he doesn't their standards are so high or Z's is higher than her brother I don't know but that's for sure and her weakness is only her affection-hunger but she's still hard to get, her walls are too thick to even shake with bare affection.

But no I'm desperate to get through that wall and get her for my self but without giving her another trauma and a reason for her to hate me I can't have her hate me.

Her already acknowledging my existence is enough yet I'm I still asking and desperate for more and if she can give me more than that? I'll do anything to have that even atleast be her friend but who I'm I kidding? Does she have a friend other than the hey dude's? No she would just yell and scream to others making them scared of her.

She's a bad girl I know and I'm just a background character to her.

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A/N
Hi guys!!

Sorry it's short and late I accidentally deleted the first and the second is not saved so I had to think about something else to fill this chapter and to tell you the truth I'm not satisfied with this chapter.

I love the second one because it's more clear and organized also I put a lot of time to finish it but I'm so disappointed when I realized I didn't save it

Guys I literally cried when it happened twice I can't put my thoughts together so please bare with me I might update again this month or maybe next just wait and be there.

I'm also sorry for the grammar errors and spelling errors I know it sucks because I started and finished this today.

spoiler alert!!

The next chapter is painful
And heart breaking
Because my TikTok FY is full of the latest episode and also RYCB
If u know u know

Thank you for waiting and reading!!!

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