DRUGS OF SEX | HYUNJIN X FELIX Oneshots [BXB]

8.1: MY BULLY

3 years later |

Felix dialed his wife, Sonyoung's, number, his heart heavy with guilt and shame. When she answered, he forced himself to sound calm as he spoke. "Hey, Sonyoung, I'm going to be late tonight. There's a project deadline at the office, and I might have to stay here for a while."

He could hear the disappointment in her voice as she replied,
"Oh, Felix, again? You've been working so much lately," she said softly.
Felix swallowed hard. "I know, I'm sorry," he replied, his voice cracking slightly.

There was a moment of silence on the other end of the line before Sonyoung sighed resignedly.
"Okay, Felix," she said. "Just promise me you'll take care of yourself and come home as soon as you can."

Felix's heart ached at her words, knowing he was betraying her trust.
"I will," he promised, his voice barely above a whisper.
"I love you." "I love you too, Felix," Sonyoung replied softly before ending the call.

Felix  turned to face Hyunjin, who sat on the edge of the bed with a smile on his face. It had been 3 years, but Felix was still trapped.

His voice trembled with frustration as he yelled  at Hyunjin, his words filled with pent-up anger and exhaustion.
"I'm tired of this, Hyunjin," he said, his voice cracking with emotion.

"I'm tired of doing this and being trapped in this nightmare. Let me go. What did I ever do?!"

Hyunjin's smile faltered for a moment, a flicker of annoyance crossing his face.

"Come now, Felix," he said, his tone condescending.
"Don't be like that. You know you enjoy it just as much as I do."
"No," the blonde said firmly, shaking his head.
"I won't do it anymore. I won't be your plaything any longer, I have a family Hyunjin pleasee..."

Hyunjin sighed and brought out his phone and playing a video .The sound of Felix's moans and whimpers filled the room.

"You know, Felix," he began, his voice a soft purr, "I know why you still can't have sex with your wife. Why you can't have kids. It's because your body is still used to me. You can't forget what we had, can you?"

"You're wrong, Hyunjin," he said, his voice was shaking  "What you did to me was..wa—ra–pe...."

"It's not my fault if you look so delicious.
I can't control it..anyway you still want to ruin my night and let me ruin your life?"

The thought of his wife seeing him in such a state filled him with horror and despair.Felix could barely bring himself to speak.
"Please," he pleaded, his words choked with emotion.
"Don't do this. She can't see me like this."

But Hyunjin's smile only widened.
"Oh, but she will," he said, his voice dripping with malice. "And when she does, she'll know exactly what kind of man her husband really is."

His hands trembled with fear and shame as he fell to his knees and looked up at Hyunjin
"Please," he begged, his voice pleading. "Don't do this,I will do anything. "
Tears welled up in his eyes as he begged for mercy, willing to do whatever Hyunjin wanted.

"I'll do anything you say," he whispered, his voice barely audible through his sobs. "Just please, don't."

"Good," Hyunjin said, his voice devoid of sympathy.  "Then put on the lingerie pretty."

Even after 3 years since graduation, he was still trapped.Despite his efforts to move on with his life and start a family, Hyunjin's hold on him remained strong ,his private videos and photos serving as a constant reminder of the past he so desperately wanted to escape from.

"Why are you doing this. Even after you have a wife too like me, why can't you move on Hyunjin?" Felix asked.
But Hyunjin's response was nothing but a chuckle.

"I can never move on from you, Felix," he said, "Our sex was too wonderful, too unforgettable. You're mine, and you'll always be mine."

How could one man be so consumed by his own desires, so willing to destroy the lives of others in pursuit of his own pleasure?

"My parents would have never accepted my sexuality," he confessed, "The marriage with my wife was fixed since my university years, a transaction meant to extend the family business."

"I didn't want any marriage, My wife is a lesbian herself. We were both trapped in a situation neither of us wanted, forced to play our parts in a charade meant to uphold family honor and tradition."

"I tried to ignore my sexual needs and attraction to boys," Hyunjin confessed. "But then you appeared in my life Felix and everything changed."

Hyunjin's actions were forceful, his words laced with desire and possessiveness as he pushed Felix onto the bed.

"I've never seen a boy as pretty as you, Felix," he admitted, his gaze intense as he drank in Felix's features. "I just can't seem to keep my hands to myself when you're around. I want you to always be mine, but... that won't be possible, not with my parents."

"I've hooked up with many girls,But no matter how hard I try to keep you off my mind, it's always you I come back to. Only after jerking off to thoughts of you  I finally find release."

Hyunjin's lips brushed against Felix's in a tender kiss.

"At least in this life, till death do us part, I will never let you go," he whispered,

~○~

Felix’s heart pounded as he made his way to his dorm, the excitement of graduation didn't matter. He couldn’t afford to look back, not now, not ever. He felt relief  knowing that this was his chance to escape Hyunjin. He reached his dorm room, the place that had been a prison. His bags were already packed, everything he needed to start anew was ready.

Felix's pulse quickened as he heard the faint sound of footsteps behind him. Slowly, he turned around, and his heart sank when he saw Hyunjin standing right beside his dorm door. Before Felix could react and  run to his room, a sharp pain exploded at the back of Felix's head  The world around him blurred, and he crumpled to the floor, unconscious before he could even process what had happened.

"You thought you could just leave?" Hyunjin's voice was a low growl. "Did you really think I'd let you go so easily?"

Felix could hardly believe it when Hyunjin finally released him. After four months of captivity in Hyunjin's private condo, Felix had endured horrors that left deep, unhealing scars on his mind and body. When Hyunjin suddenly announced that he was free to leave, Felix didn’t waste a moment questioning it; he ran, fled as fast as his legs could carry him, not daring to look back.

The days passed as Felix began the slow, painful process of healing. The physical wounds would mend in time, but the emotional and psychological scars were another matter.

Years passed, and Felix found Sonyoung, a kind understanding woman who brought light back into his life. They fell in love and eventually got married. However, Felix struggled with intimacy. The trauma inflicted by Hyunjin during his university days and the months of captivity had left deep emotional scars. Whenever they attempted to be close, the memories of Hyunjin's abuse would resurface, paralyzing Felix with fear and anxiety. He couldn't escape the mental and emotional hold Hyunjin still had over him.

It wasn't until a year after his marriage, one night when he was returning he was kidnapped.
Felix's heart raced as he lay bound to the bed, the blindfold pressing against his eyes.

A familiar, haunting tune filled the room, sending chills down his spine. He knew without a doubt that Hyunjin had found him again.

"Did you miss me my little angel?"