His Hostage Wife(Slow Updates)

Chp-5.Never gonna meet again

Diya's POV

"Hahahaha....Tika...hahaha..."..my Mom & I we both were laughing hysterically while watching Bhabhi ji ghar par hay.

(People who have ever watched BGPH will know who Tika is😂)

And Dad be like-- "uff kishob dekcho tomra egulo" with a bombastic side eye.
(Uff..what type of things you guys are watching)

Later on we were having our happy dinner. Yes happy cause it's my favourite Chingri(prawns)🤤❤️.

Seeing my favourite dish on the table..I almost jumped over Maa & kissed her cheeks. I love you Maa😚.

But suddenly....

Don't do this Diya. You'll regret for the rest of your life.

You destroyed everything.

We're ashamed of you. We can't show our face to the society just because of you.
You ruined my happy family.

Questions on her upbringing.

I'll commit suicide. This is the last time you're seeing me......

Naaaaaaa........with heavy breathing & completely drenched in sweat I woke up with eyes wide open.

Keeping my palm over my racing heart I tried to calm down.

It was just a dream, it's ok, it's ok Diya....
You've walked through all those storms, you've faced it all alone. Stay strong.
Calm down
Calm down...... I was continuously chanting this to myself with my palm over my heart.

This nightmares,this has been happening since quite a few months. Since the day I got to hear those heart breaking lines from my loved ones.

I looked beside, my bed table... there's a small idol of Lord Krishna, one of my saviours.
I smiled slightly looking at him.

You're watching everything,and you know this very well that why I took those steps. I hope someday everyone will understand and I'll be no more a matter of shame to them... I said this to my Lord.

I believe I was able to stay this strong through every thick and thin in my journey cz I had Lord Krishna and Hanumanji by my side. I've immense faith in them.

I really sometimes wonder. Is this really me who's this strong mentally,cz I was never like that. I've always been that timid, shy, haan mein haan -na mein na types girl but nothing rebellious.

But sometimes life will throw certain things towards you which you've to face & trust me it'll change you completely and I think that's also the case with me.

In the last 3 years whatever I've faced.... broke me beyond repair at certain points but also took me one step closer to my goal at a time and made me stronger than my previous self.

But..but... those things which I can never forget, which has turned into my nightmare, which broke me beyond repair is really something to worry about.

I don't know whether my wounds will ever heal or not and even if they do ,they will leave deep scars behind.

Sighing I tried to divert my mind remembering those happy days when we moved to Mumbai.
Though I was quite small at that time and we had to shift to Mumbai from Kolkata cz of my father's transfer.

I was lost in my thoughts while sitting on my bed,it was almost 4am.

It's so very true, in your good days you'll find everyone by your side but in your bad days you won't even have anyone to give you emotional support,huh... instead they'll cause more turmoil with your emotions.