Intimate Ambitions

Chapter 12 Rekindle Love

Zion returned around late midnight completely wasted holding a bouquet of flowers  and a box wrapped in a pink and gold floral patterned bow.  It was quite unusual for Zion to be intoxicated at any point of the week.  He handed me the flowers and the box and placed them on the table.  Without saying anything he fell to his knees and began kissing my stomach all while  crying.   I looked at him confused.  Then his words echoed through my mind
"Odessa I am so sorry that I hurt you, I don't know what came over me...I shouldn't have done what I did to you...You are the most beautiful girl, the only woman I've ever been with....I love you so much..."  His voice filled with emotion "if anything happens to you I won't forgive myself because I have hurt you and I can't live without you... Please stay with me..."  A tear escaped his eye and rolled slowly down his cheek
"I'm going to die without you..." He cried and pleaded  "I love you so much...I don't want to lose you."
I watched Zion as he sobbed uncontrollably before reaching out to hug him but I hesitated and didn't know how to handle him when drunk  "Zion...Please calm down" I said gently.
He looked up at me and started sobbing harder than before "I will try" he said sniffling. He wiped his eyes and nose  with the back of his sleeve before sitting back against the couch and pulling me into his lap and holding me tightly as he rested his head on top of mine.  We sat like this for about an hour "I love you and because of you I love our baby please don't get rid of it because of me and my selfishness " Zion  begged  and continued   "I want you to have a happy life and if that means giving birth to our baby I am okay with that...I'll even carry your child if it makes you happier then I'll happily give birth to our son"
The words "our son" struck a chord with me, I looked over at him in awe. I could feel myself tearing up but instead of crying I just hugged Zion tighter and cried softly onto his shoulder.
The next morning I woke up with Zion in my lap  as usual. He snuggled closer to me with his arms wrapped around my waist. He smiled sleepily and opened his eyes and leaned forward planting a soft kiss on my mouth before burying his face into my neck.
"Good Morning sweetheart" he whispered
"Good morning" I responded softly.  Then after a few minutes I spoke "we need to talk" he immediately sat upright and stared at me with fear in his eyes "Zion...I don't think we should keep the baby"   He frowned in confusion.
"Why not?" He asked
"because it's too early in our relationship we've been dating for half an year and we aren't even married yet having a baby now just doesn't seem right " I explained " I'm sorry if my reaction and the way I acted has made you change your mind on keeping the baby but I understand if you don't wanna keep it  because of me "  he says   sadly . I look over at him and see that there are tears streaming down his face "Zion no. Don't cry. Please don't cry... " I said wiping his tears away gently.  I leaned down and kissed his forehead and he nuzzled his nose into the crook of my neck
"I'm so sorry for hurting you I   love you too much to lose you " he whispers into my neck.    I sigh deeply "I love you too."  I kiss him on the lips.
We both stare into each other’s eyes smiling widely, I run my hand across his soft golden brown hair while caressing his cheek tenderly.   I lean in kissing him lightly on the forehead  before settling my head on his chest listening to his heart beat. Zion and I knew that we weren't ready for a baby just yet so without any further discussion we had agreed on me getting a abortion. Zion was very supportive although he did blame himself a bit for my decision after the matter I found myself kinda grieving my unborn to the point I  had kinda felt guilty and regretted my decision. To cheer me up Zion had decided that maybe I should take some time away from work until so for the time being I spent most of my time working from home until I had mentally recovered.  I had decided to design lavish and beautiful dresse and outfits for expecting mothers and mothers as well as children I even design  dress inspired by a painting in Italy that Zion and I saw. When I returned to work I had plenty of new designs to show off at the next fashion show  and the customers loved it.
After the first month passed and I was feeling better Zion took me onto a beautiful picnic date in the middle of nowhere   complete with fresh fruit and ice cream.   As Zion was feeding me ice cream he leaned closer and whispered.     "I love you Odessa. You are my world, my heart and my soul. I want to spend eternity with you"
"I love you too. We haven't talked about this and given time we probably can have a baby someday but for now I think we need to take things slow," I replied   smiling   "well then in the meantime let's us fuck like animals in heat" Zion suggested  seductively
"OK."   I replied giggling as he put me onto my back on the blanket .   He laid next to me placing kisses all over my face. He began to nibble on my lip and I moaned as his teeth scraped the flesh slightly, I was beginning to get aroused as his kisses became more aggressive.   Suddenly I felt myself get wet under my panties but I ignored it as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He quickly slid my panties down off and slipped one finger inside me  I grabbed onto his shoulders and bucked up eagerly as I began to orgasm.  After I finished coming Zion pulled his fingers out of me and replaced them with his tongue as we both continued making out like crazy.     Zion pulled off me and got up to remove his clothes . He crawled back onto the blanket and lay between my thighs  as I spread my legs wider letting him enter me.  I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him deeply  passionately.
"God I love you" he murmured as I kissed him passionately.    He began thrusting in and out of me fast and hard,  as I wrapped my legs tighter around his waist
He continued thrusting faster and faster, he picked up my hips and pushed  himself deeper into me  which caused me to moan loudly. He groaned in response as he moved his hand and ran his finger along my clit causing me to moan even louder. he pull out of my pussy and proceeded to do the same to my ass  cheeks  sending shivers down my spine. He kept thrusting inside me repeatedly while kissing me roughly.
"Oh yeah, oh fuck yes!" he groaned,  as his cum shot out of his body filling my ass with his semen.  I climaxed loudly in his mouth. After I cleaned myself up  Zion pulled out of me and turned me around. He began pounding into my pussy and I wrapped my legs tighter around his waist, he pulled out of me and collapsed next to me. I grabbed his erection and began rubbing it slowly.   My hands traveled up and down his length as I licked and sucked the tip.   He moaned and thrusted into my mouth while grabbing my breasts and squeezing them  .
"Baby...I'm close" he yelled ,  I continued sucking on his dick  and stroking him faster and quicker with my tongue
he panted as he slammed into my mouth,  I released his cock and licked my lips before running my tongue over the tip before sliding it inside my mouth  swirling it around.  The pleasure caused him to explode once again. He grabbed my head and fucked me hard while I kept sucking and slurping his cum from his cock.
As he came down from his high he reached for my breast once more, he rubbed my nipples and then placed kisses  on the skin of my neck and collar bone. "I love you so fucking much."  He growled softly and continued sucking on my neck.