-Alex
TW: self loathing and lack of emotion.
I'm not exactly sure why I am this way, I have been since I was a child, I can't feel much so I've always tried making others laugh In order to feel like I have some meaning. "If I can make people laugh, my life has some meaning" many people tend to like me at first, confessing to me, hoping that I feel the same why, but I can't, I feel nothing for these people, I try to... making myself believe they are the only person I care about, but I just can't, people find me as a hateful person for this, a "bad person" but I just can't feel anything, no matter how hard I try, I don't think I'm a bad person. I just don't feel human anymore...
Isn't feelings of love and hate, any emotions... isn't that what makes us human?...
