Jeongin smiled wide as he whipped out his mobile phone. He tapped his chat icon and texted his group, Stary Kids.
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Stary Kids ✨
Chan is typing...
Me
haii guys, wassup
Chan
replying to Changbin: what yall think abt a group hangout?
hmm sounds fun! I'll prepare for 7 ppl then
Jisung
it'll be so fun, since all of us have been so busy with our own things lately, yk?
Minho
ikr
Felix
lesssgo time to chill with my besties
Seungmin
...remind me why i agreed to this in the first place
Minho
becuz you cant help but find us entertaining
Hyunjin
replying to Minho: becuz you cant help but find us entertaining LMAO TELL HIM MIN
Seungmin
🙄😒
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Jeongin's smile dropped almost immediately, reading the messages that were sent after his greeting. Apparently, they had been chatting without him. Chan even said that he would prepare stuff for only 7 people...his friend group consisted of 8 members, including...him.
His hand trembled. His breathing became heavier, his chest dipping up and down aggressively. He was struggling for air. Jeongin panicked, diving for his childhood stuff toy, a rabbit. He hugged it tightly to his chest as thin tears began streaming down his face. He knew it...
...his friends no longer wanted anything to do with him.
~ the next day ~
Jeongin groaned as he roused, his eyelids sealed shut from a sticky substance. His hand instinctively flew up to his face, his finger scratching at his eyelashes to remove the substance. He sighed. Just great! He'd cried himself to sleep since yesterday afternoon and now he was hungry as hell.
As if on cue, his stomach growled. He wanted to eat some food desperately but the ache in his heart paralysed him. His thoughts took over, drowning out the hunger.
'They no longer want to be friends with me', 'They're ignoring me', 'What did I do wrong?', 'I am that bad at keeping others company?' His gaze flew over to his bedside table, eyeing the drawer. It would be so very simple for him to open the compartment, take out the blade and-
A knock startled him from his self-harming thoughts. He didn't know where to look, what to do and what to think anymore. His friends had been his base support in life and now...
Another knock. And another. When Jeongin didn't go to answer the door, the knocking escalated to raps. Panic settled in his heart and he leapt out of bed and ran for the door, pulling it open. He looked down at the floor, unwilling to look the guest in the eye. "S-Sorry...I was b-busy with-with-"
He got swept off his feet as the person swept him up in a hug. "What's wrong, Innie? Why didn't you respond to our texts yesterday? And why does it look like you've been...
crying..."
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Cover me || Seungin
FanfictionA story about Jeongin with Athazagoraphobia (a fear of getting ignored, replaced or even perceiving that they could've been forgotten and replaced) Most impressive rankings: #1 - Athazagoraphobia #2 - mentionsofselfharm #7 - hanxleeknow