Why did you put this burden on me,called life?
Everything in my life falls apart
I have no strong support system, no parent(s) or grandparents, no sibling or Aunt or uncle. I am all alone in this word; i have a strong spirit but this is world is slowly killing it.
The two people that were meant to help me are the most neglected and useless pieces of shit i have ever came a cross and i hate them to my very core. They can't even look at me or interact with me, they can't even do simple task consistently. I HATE THEM.
I am tired, so tired i cursed at you. Only God and I know what i faced and been through and the lack of support i have.
No matter how much i become religious, how much i drink, pills i take, the feeling of loneliness, lost and hurt will never be gone.
I'm so lost in life, i have no guidance at all. No matter how much i try to reach you i don't feel a presence. If physical, emotional or spiritually.
I have lack of resources that can't help me get the help i need.
I'm tired. When will it end? When can i find peace
