"Ok. stop thinking about what i should buy because you have a date tonight. YOU SHOULD GET A DRESS !"
" Jackie. " i looked at her annoyed. she was literally jumping and smiling like an idiot.
i knew he was a good guy. i was in the fandom before, i fangirled over him almost every night. but i knew the fandom would attack me like wild dogs. i saw how eleanor was treated about larry. i know how that fandom is when a new girlfriend steps in.
" i dont think im gonna go.. "
" dont be scared of that damn fandom. you know how to defend yourself. they are a bunch of girls just jealous of every girl that even touches the boys. "
" yeah. bu-" my phone vibarated before i finished my sentence.
i grabbed the phone from my bag and i got a text message that read,
"the concert is at 7! just txt me when ur here and ill meet u..we can get a bite after the concert. i cant wait to get to know u more. wear whatever , u will look beautiful either way <33"
" who is it? " jackie said walking over to me, she looked at the message and looked at me, smiling at me.
" im making you go, no doubt about that. lets go get you a new outfit for you to reel him in. " she said walking away with her arms crossed infront of her chest. i quickly walked fast to ceatch up with her.
i playfully punched her arm.
" your a pain. " i said laughing and smiling really big. i put my phone back in my purse and we both walked out of the store.
***at home****
"Hey Mom!" i said walking through the front door. slidding off my flip flops and running up the stares with my bags.
" Hey Sam! how was the mall? "
" ok, this guy wants to take me on a date tonight, its at a concert then we are going out to eat.." i said putting my bags down and sitting on the couch where my mom was sitting.
" Oh! well that will be fun! whats his name? "
" Niall.. " i stared at the floor, looking at my feet as they played with the white carpet.
my moms face lit up.
" That Niall boy from that band you used to like? "
" Yes. "
" Well. make sure you look nice! this is a good change sence the accident wi- "
" Im not going to see Niall after this. This is the only time i will. I cant fall in love like i did. " i looked at her.
my mom looked at the floor too. she knew how much i didnt want to talk about the accident.
" if you say so.. what time are you suppost to be there? "
" 7. " i looked at the time and it was 5:30. i had enough time to get ready.
" well. im gonna take a shower. " i said getting up from the couch, grabbed my bags and heading down the stairs.
" ok, look good! " my mom said.
as i was in the shower all i could think about is what could go wrong. im the type of person that worrys about everything, even the smallest things.
'what if i do fall in love, what if he wants to see me again, i cant fall inlove again. what will the fandom do if we are a couple.
no Sam. your not going to be a couple and you arnt going to fall in love. after he meets you he wont want to see you again and you can continue with your life like it is.'
all i did was think about what will happen tonight.
after the show i quickly hopped out of the shower and dried off i went over to my bags and took out a summery short flower dress. ( here what it looks like http://media-cache-ec3.pinterest.com/upload/149392912609591197_1LiDeSjM_c.jpg) i ripped all the tags off. the dress was confortable, it fit me really good.
i slipped it on and looked in the mirror. i was supper insecure. i didnt like my skin color, i was way too pale, i didnt like my voice, i wasnt confident in anything. that is another reason why i gave up on Niall. who would want a girl who looked like me.
i walked over to the bathroom, i plugged in my curling wand and turned on my radio. i started my makeup and then i started on my hair.
after i was done getting ready it was 6:45 .
" oh crap. " i started running to my room to get my purse and threw my phone in one of the pockets, i speed walked to the bathroom to turned off the radio and ran out. i put on my new sandals that were brown and headed out the door saying bye to mom.
i got in my car and threw my purse on the seat next to me, i quickly pulled out of my driveway and headed to the concert.
*** at the concert ***
i parked my car and then i took out my phone to text him,
" alright im here! Xx sorry im a little late, i get ready to slow /: "
i turned off my car and grabbed my purse. i looked at the time and it was 7:10 .
i started to walk to the entrence, the sun still shining and the heat was hotter then earlier today. i grabbed my tan sunglasses out of my bag and put them on. that helped a lot to help my eyes from melting from how bright the sun was.
i got a text message from Niall,
" thats ok! im the same. i have one of the security gards down to get u, hes gonna take u back stage :) "
i walked through the doors and started to look for a security guard. it skimmed the room, tons of girls wearing One Direction shirts, talking about how they cant wait any longer for it to start. it was hard to try to find someone with this massive croud.
i saw a tall man in a black uniform standing by a wall. i walked over to him.
" are you Sam? " the man asked.
" Yes i am. " i said smiling. i looked so small compared to him.he must have been over 6 1/2 ft.
" Hi, im Paul! " he said smiling back.
" shall we go meet your Date? " he asked.
"sure" i said nervously.
he started to lead me the way, i was nervous. my hands were shaking like leaves in the wind. why was i so nervous? i didnt like him. or atleast i think.
after the walk i saw him.
the tall blonde i saw at the mall today.
when he turned around he looked at me and his face lit up. he bit his lip and smirked at me.
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im gonna try and update daily, i hope you guys like it! (:
the first chapters i kinda boring but once the story moves it will be better <3
