Inconsolable Love

Chapter 07

---22 October 2023---

after my breakup, i and my motive was crystal clear-

one- i'm never gonna make confessions to them

two- i'm gonna date only someone who'd love me unconditionally

but who?

Aryan?

his love in unconditional, beautiful,

curated, honest, loyal

*and all synonyms you may find*

maybe i felt more love,

i felt the cravings to have him, to make him mine

not overthinking, i started scrolling through instagram

and jesus! how does instagram understand perfectly

which reels to suggest on my feed?

it suggested a reel that flashed holy fuck beautiful

pictures of the moon and said "the moon is beautiful, isn't it?"

which basically meant "i love you" in social media language...

i thought that this would be perfect to send him...

i mean, he had proposed to me for a relationship twice,

this would be something that'd make him happy?

(maybe)

and so i sent that reel to him...

not knowing the repercussions and outcomes...

within minutes he texted me back-

"i wish you knew what this means"

"i do know"

"what? for real?"

"yeah" i replied

"is it what i think it is?"

"yes"

"damn, say it" he insisted

"i want you to say it"

"i have said, multiple times..."

"once more?"

"i've always looked for someone who i can compare to the moon.

i never found my someone until i saw you...

your beauty is unfathomable, you are extraordinary,

you are that one puzzle piece that completes me...

will you be the sunshine to my sunflower?"

*this got me melted*

nobody had ever written such a pulchritudinous paragraph for me

EVER...

and i was spellbound...

i was feeling completed

*like the exact last puzzle piece*

i was mesmerized and out of words

i know i should have typed back and entire long paragraph

but because i was spellbound,

all could say was "yes <3"

and i really felt blessed that day...

like, fucking blessed...