It's Happening Again

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Eloise tightened her gloved hands on the balcony wall, partially to resist the temptation to leap ahead and greet those who waited on the other side and partially to wake herself from the nightmare to come.

Winter air cools against her skin, the long gown doing little against the harsh country noir exterior that was Aubrey House at night.
Buried deeply into the evergreen stitch of her corset, her heartbeat ragged against the confinement. If birds were not built for cages, surely the same logic would be applied to herself? Bare feet making a swift sloshing sound aggravating the gravel below, debris digging into the pads of flesh deeper than any weapon she had known before.

The gardens seemed alive with light as every inch of ground bubbled with people and for a fleeting moment, as more carriages approached the castle. A warmth raised within her chest as undeniable anxiety, familiarity. Turning her back to the on coming guests, the small of her back pressed deadly against the barrier. Shadows filtered through the historic windows, as the dust licked walls still seemed to cling onto the fleeting light of Friday as though an old friend they had yet to have finished talking to.

A shaking breath escaped the mouth, caught in a brief moment of admiration towards the dripping sun - for out of all the fires she had seen this hideously biblical form was one she had grown fond of; or rather the flashes of red from within its last moments as through snippets of the passing day mere memories now. Only the future night was imminent.

She was running unusually late, she could tell by the main entrance to the building growing peacefully desolate; as the other inhibitors congregated within the ballroom. Her eyes squeezed shut, desperately clinging to those final moments of silence.
"You're not considering jumping are you?" A voice asked the approaching footsteps drew closer, heart edging to her throat.

"What would that help? Death has no use for me yet, although I do wish he would."

"What makes you so sure death is a man?" The voice asked again, their body finding rest beside Eloise.

"Surely only a man could be so cruel, as to hover such a fate in my peripherals."

"I see." The voice hummed as though mulling the conversation, "And clearly you see so much with your eyes practically melted closed." Eloise's laughter was a welcome sight to her visitor, the brunette's eyes finally opening as her head found rest against the woman's shoulder. Her mother – Violet.

A buoyant woman; complimented heavily by her Angelically crow-like features - coils of ash tamed in a formal updo so different to the style had grown accustomed to as she usually pottered away her hours within the castle greenhouse. Fingers never without the soil beneath them, a relationship with a ghastly old nail brush that lay upon the kitchen sink heavily established. She'd always lecture upon the importance of soil, on how each particle of the earth somehow held its own story and origins - for soil had seen more love, more pain than any human.

As she'd place lumps of the material within their hands "Rub it in then the memories never leave you".

It was reminiscent of her father, of his death. Violet hadn't allowed anyone to tend to the lilacs since.

"Is everyone here?" Eloise asked after a moment, basking in the comfort of her material figure.
"All the ducks are in rows my dear, now they await a leader."

"You're their leader." mumbled the familiar scent of gardenia flowing past her, upon the open air.

"Now for long my little swan." Violet sighed, a perfectly delicate hand raising to card its way through the princess' hair.

"Is he here?"

"Your suitor? Yes dear unfortunately for you he has shown" The queen laughed hoping to lighten her daughter's mood.

"We have a nasty habit involving men in this family" her mother would often say whilst winking at her father Edmund across the room. He had passed on almost ten years ago; he'd been the best hug giver and secret magician, never failing to pull a coin from an awaiting child's ear. A sometimes overbearingly traditional yet progressive man, his head still surprisingly full of hair till the day of his early demise. Collins is seemingly thinning already.

His passing had wrecked the family. His wife, all the more scornful and ironically loving; the clone of her mothers, and the replica of herself - Lady Violet was no elementary being, her voice like bathwater, every syllable effortless and wise. She played the piano as though it were second nature to breathe air; embraced few but loved many under the guise of something to be feared. Eloise's most loved and favoured person in the entire world... unless you asked Benedict.

Then there was Eloise, Lou and 'Flower' on the not too rare occasion, for as her mother was prone to say and the people continued, was the "one of the most precious examples of life to ever grow within these gardens." with her uncontrollable ripples of dark hair, ill radiance and sea filled eyes, the procurement of two fine specimens to create the most poorly formed swan the world was ever to behold.

"I wish he were here." Eloise mumbled gently, Violet's lips falling to kiss the crown of her head.

"I know my dear, as do I."

Father had died in these very Gardens during her seventh year. Leaving behind Anthony as the elder brother to ascend the house.

"Come now. Best to hit the ground running, keeping your guests waiting is a terrible introduction." Violet stated, stepping towards the balcony doors.
The set of grand doors that almost shook with vigour with the level of presence behind it, the noise and voice of many locked behind it. Eloise came to her mother's side – she could not run from this, this was her home.

The doors were opened with one swift movement of the awaiting footmen, revealing a ballroom, many familiar inhibitors of the neighbouring families huddled around in festivities, laughing. Drinks not far from hand, and children in clear scheming mode begging their respective guardians to stay up late; while others could be seen playing games in each corner, the low light shining on each face – new and old.

"Introducing The Dowager Viscountess Bridgerton and Miss Eloise Bridgerton."

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