Ever since high school felix only liked one boy and that was unexpectedly his bully hyunjin. Hyunjin was a fuck boy who will fuck anyone he can get his hands on boys or girls.After 4 years of felix not seeing hyunjin he sees him again with a boy tha...
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Felix Pov
I heard my alarm go off but i didn't want to get up.I reached my hand over to my alarm clock to turn it of.I got out of bed and went to go wash my face and do skin care.I was a little scared for school today because Hyunjin was coming back from his vacation with his parents.
First thing i did was pick out an outfit.i wanted to wear my skirt and crop-top but i didn't because I don't want to get bullied more than i should.
Felix outfit:
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I wanted to wear something simple today for school so i picked out this."Felix get down stairs for breakfast before you have to go to school!" "ok,im coming down now!".I went down stairs to see my brother eating some cereal and, some toast and my dad reading the news on his phone.My mom was setting my cereal down on the table and looked up at me and said "why are you not wearing the skirts you got the other day they were so nice?" "Mom you know i don't like wearing skirts and dresses to school" "i know you don't but i just want you to feel conferrable wearing those outfits everywhere"
my whole family new i cross dressed and they all supported me but i still was not conferrable to wear my girly outfits to school.I sat down at the table next to my brother and he was texted his boyfriend as usual.After eating my breakfast i want to school with my brother.
"bye mom,bye dad"Minho said Bye mom and dad" " have a good day at school and do good" my dad said " like always" my brother said,i nodded and we both left out the door.
- TIME SKIP-
Me and Minho made it to school and thank goodness Hyunjin wasn't here yet.We both separated to are friend groups."FELIX YOURE HERE!" han siad and ran up to me to hug me." hey felix" seungmin said walking up to me.We all went up to are lockers and than i saw him....
hwang Hyunjin walking into school.he looked so sexy today like always but i know he will never like me.
My friends nor dose my brother know that hyunjin is bullying me.I didn't tell them because i don't want them to be worried about me to much.So to them it was like hyunjin was my crush and he was.I first started liking him sense 7th grade he looked so sexy and hot at the same time.
To his brown silky hair to his full plump lips that i wanted to kiss i knew i had no chance.He was a fuck boy he will fuck anyone he can get his hands on but, i know he will never want to fuck me.He said so himself that i will never have a boyfriend and i will forever be a virgin.
I almost lost my virginity at a party with San but his now boyfriend saw us and he stopped.After that i was really thinking 'maybe i will never lose my virginity'.
"Hey felix do you want to go to mall today after school i found so realy cute clothes i want to get" Han said jumping up and down.I nodded and seungmin also said yes to going with us.
'At lest i have something else to look forward to today'
-TIME SKIP BECAUSE I'M LAZY-
The bell rang for break for me and then i knew it was time for hyunjin to bully me.I went to the bathroom to try to hide from hyunjin but he found me in one of the stalls.
"well well well who the fuck do we have here.Oh how did i miss you lee"
"h-h-hey h-hyunjin" 'oh shit why did is stud er now he is going the hurt me more'
"oh now you're greeting me oh now that's a first" he said with a smirk on his face grabbing tightly on my jaw probably making a bruise that i have have to cover up. Hyunjin closed the stall door and push me against the wall trying to strangle me
"Did you have a good time when i was gone?I know you did you slut!"He stopped strangling me and threw me on the floor.I was trying to get some breath but them he started kicking me in the stomach.
I started to cry a little because of the pain he was putting me in but not only that my only love was hurting me.I never knew why i liked him i should hate him but i don't.Maybe its they way he chokes me or the way he pushes me around but, i don't know.
"Im done with you for now you bich!"he kicks me again and leaves me there like always with me spitting blood out my mouth and me crying
Why do i love you so much hyunjin why do i only need you
The first chapter of the story i hope you guys liked it.
