My not so one night stand...

Chapter 2

warnings: mention of s£xual abuse, manipulateing, trauma, panic attacks, r@pe (if your uncomftreble do not leave hate you've been worn)

Sebastian Pov: 

When we finally were in the bar I saw...him

My ex.. he was sitting there and siping on his whiskey I was scared that he was drunk he would try something and i didnt want that to happen so i was on the way out when george (the work friend that took me here in the first place) he was already drunk tho we just got here and said "heyyyy wanna meet my friend?" he said calmly tho he was a bit drunk but i guess he's calm when he drinks...? well that would be the first time i met someone like that and yes I never saw george drink that was why I tought it was weird- before I could end the sentance in my head george said "so yes or no" he said kinda confused at that i didnt answer 

"Ah ya sure why not" I said trying not to sound stressed or suspicios "okay c'mon then" he said grabing my hand and dragged me twords...him... I was kinda scared but i tought oh but george was there he wouldn't try something on me if someone was there right? oh well I was about to find out tho I didn't want to find out i didnt want to even see him ever again he did so many unspeakable things to me that gave me so much trauma and im scared that if he got his hands on my again he wouldnt let me out and would keep me as his sex toy forever... i didnt want that again... yes it has happend two times once i was just walking home and from no where he pulled me in an allway and said quote on quote "you tought you could escape me darling~?" After he said that he pulled me onto him and pinned me against the wall so i couldnt excape.. 

After he pinned me he started to kiss me agresivly and starting to bite my bottom lip and licking it and trying to enter my mouth with his tonuge while touching me in specific areas that he knew were sensative and then picked me up and walked to his house and when we were in his house he locked the front door and took me to the bedroom...(i wont say more i do not feel comftreble with writing about this but i think we all know where this is going...) After he did that to me i was so tired my body hurt allot and it wasnt fun like he always said it was I mean maybe for him it was fun but for me it hurt and did not make me feel 'loved' or 'pleasure' it made me feel 'bad' and 'uncomftreble' and if I would say something to him he would just go harder... 

i just wanted to die when I was with him but now i was free and I had to see him again because i agreed to see georges new friend aka my ex ...

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Sorry if this made you uncomftreble ill try not to make it so uncomftreble and this wasnt my idea i was just talking to my friend that wanted me to make this story aka a story of him like a charecter about him and he said to give his charecter trauma and i was reading this one story and they had this kinda trauma like rape so ya im really sorry please do not hate this took a long time like some hours and its not really ease to its short the ideas are hard to come inside my head well anyway im sorry again if this made you uncomftreble i will try my best to make it better and longer next time wish you have a great day/evning/night and that your pillow is cold :)

word count: 684

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(btw im going to uptade every friday bc i have a story every wednes day and my fanfic on mondeys i think)