Feelings for him.

Abhishek ✨

Abhishek

"shubh... Did you asked the management to change rooms?"

"I did but they denied as they want the captain and the vice captain to stay together. I'm sorry bro"

"Shubh let's go for the practice" ishan called out shubh's name.

He is mine, shubh is mine......
We spent so many years together since we were just 12.
And just because of some new boy who happened to be the captain of the team, shubh's attention is all shifted to him.

I hate this guy, I hate ishan, he took my shubh away from me.

And also shubh, did you forgot the times we spent together?

Anyways these are just my one sided feelings...... I can't tell them to shubh, and even if I did he won't see me more than a friend....

I frowned, lost in my own thoughts.

"abhishek are you mad or what?" riyan shouted with a ball in his hand.

I realized when I was lost in thoughts the ball was about to hit me and riyan catched it before it could hurt me.

Riyan...
He.... he glared in my eyes with fury.

His chest falling up and down, he breathed heavily.
I remember he stood at a distance from me and he must have ran a long distance to catch the ball.

"thanks" I said dryly

"oh so you know how to speak? I thought you were mute" riyan said teasing me.

This is above of all the level of annoyance.

When I entered my room.
Riyan was sleeping on the bed. I changed my clothes, took a shower and went for a nap.

Zara Zara......
Behekta hai, Mehekta hai
Aaj to mera Tann badan
Main pyaasi hoon
Mujhe bhar le Apni baahon mein
Zara Zara....

The song started playing as soon as laid down on the bed, suddenly riyan hugged me.

"you are so naughty my boy" he sleep talked.

I hate this habit of riyan the most. He daily interrupts my sleep, he snores and sleep talks. My days with shubh when we shared rooms together were so good.

Suddenly the riyan's grip got tighter on me, he was almost on top of me.
His face pressing against my chest, I wonder if he could hear my heartbeat.
He suddenly wrapped his hands around my neck and said "you are mine silly boy, even if how much naughty you are, you are mine"

I closed my eyes and begin to think about how shubh would be right now?
Is he comfortable with ishan?
Is he able to sleep properly with ishan?
Did he forget about me?

The thought scares me.....

I opened my eyes, riyan is still clinging to me. I want to shook him off but the way he is sleeping now, I've never seen him sleep so calmly before. He always turns in his sleep and move a lot.

"I hate you, you never lay your eyes on me"

I don't know about whom the hell he is blabbering about.

At evening shubh and I went to do some shopping, I'm glad that ishan didn't came.

I'm really exited for tonight.

Shubh and I went to the market.

"isn't this keyring cute? Do you think ishan will like it?" our eyes met when shubh asked me this.
I want to get lost in his eyes forever. But I can clearly see the fondness shubh hold for ishan in his eyes.
I'm sad, I know shubh won't like me back, but what about my feelings? I love him so much.

Even if it's just the two of us shubh is still talking about ishan, I'm so jealous

What's there in ishan that shubh is more interested in him but me.

Shubh suddenly held my hand out of blue when I was lost in my thoughts,

"let's eat ice-cream, I want to eat something sweet."

"OK" I said.

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