Feelings for him.

Dreaming???

Shubman

Do we often dream about the person we like? Or is it just a mere dopamine reaction that goes in my brain whenever I am near ishan? The answer is very difficult to find.

The delusions make it hard for you to believe in reality.

I often think about ishan,
How smooth his pale skin is,
How will it feel like to kiss on his chubby cheeks,
How will his lips taste like?
His smell that makes me go crazy as hell,

Oh my God!!!
I can't control myself anymore.

"shubhman, we have to get ready for the practice." ishan called out, drifting me from my thoughts.

"oh yeah, I almost forgot."

"you seem to be daydreaming a lot these days. Who's the one? Tell me now, or atleast drop a hint. Are you guys dating? Have you kissed yet? How does she looks? Is she cute?
And...... Have you guys done it?" ishan asked all these in a breath.

"oh God!! No!!!! I am not dating anyone. Was just thinking about the upcoming matches."

"ughhh!!! You are no fun, I thought you are dating someone." he said in a raised tone.

"whatever, if you ever date any person, i will be the first person to get to know whom our handsome, sexy Mr gill is dating. OK??"
"answer me!!! OK???". "or else I'll kill you, understand?"

"yeah sure, as you say Mr kishan."

"good boy" ishan said patting my head.

How do I tell him that he is the only one about whom I'm going crazy as hell.
A girl? Seriously?
No.... I like you Mr Ishan.... Why don't you understand??

After the practice and dinner we went to our room nearly at 10 PM. The night was a bit cold, and it was raining a bit outside, ishan opened the windows making me feel more colder.

"close the windows, it's cold."
"no!"
"please close it or I won't let you watch movies" I said little angrily.

"no, I won't, if you want then u can cuddle me, but I won't close the window" ishan said in a teasing voice.

Seriously? cuddle him? Is he out of his mind or what? Doesn't he know what does it mean? He will make me crazy for sure.

"fine! As you say"

I think the I might not be able to control my self tonight. Cuddling ishan? I don't have any choice, its so cold.

Anyways, I am very sleepy and I pray that I won't wake up at night, because if I did, I won't be sleep again and might not be able to control myself too... God save me!!!

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Author's note :-

I hope you enjoyed the chapter.
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I know the chapter is very late, and I apologize for that, I had many test to give...

I will try to update earlier next time😉