Lee know was at that studio practising for their new comeback with chan when he started to feel uneasy.
Lee know pov
It was around 10.00 am when I finally decided to get out of bed and have breakfast and get ready to head to the company with chan hyung to practice for our new comeback. "Chan hyung are ready to leave" I yelled. "Yeah just a sec" He replied. We then headed to the company and immediately went to the dance studio. When we got to the studio me and chan hyung put our things in a locker and we got started with the routine. The only reason the rest of the members aren't with us is because I kept messing up one part of the choreography and chan agreed to spend his day off helping me get the routine right. "Are younready the leeknow" chan asked." Yeah" I said. After a while of practising I still couldn't get it right and I don't know why because normally I pick up the choreography in a few hours no a few days but it was OK because chan let me have a break for a few minutes so we talked. "Are you feeling OK leeknow" chan hyung asked. "Yeah I said miserably
Chan pov
Me and lee know were practising a part of a choreography for our comeback that he was struggling with which is unusual for leeknow because he Normally has the choreography more or less nailed before the rest of us. After a couple of hours I let me and lee know have a break for a few minutes so we could sit down and talk. "Are you ok lee know" I asked him he just said yes but I knew something was up. "Are you sure" I said. "Mmh" lee know said. I still wasn't buying it but I just left him to it. After about half an hour we got back to work but lee know kept getting frustrated with himself
Leeknow pov
After our break we got back to work but I still kept messing it up and I just don't know why I'm not ill or injured or anything. I mean I'm not even really struggling too much mentally. I just feel like I'm letting the team down. I also feel really bad for making chan help me with this when he should be at home resting or atheist trying to. An hour past and I felt like a complete burden to my team I just can't get this routine right I thought to myself as I felt my eyes feel with tears. Another hour had past and chan said let's have a break so I ran out of the room and round a corner so chan couldn't see me and I just burst into tears.
Chan pov
It had been two hour and I could see that leeknow was just getting more and more annoyed with himself but all I could feel was concern for him because even though he says he's fine I can just sense that something is up so I told him let's just take a few minutes and take a breather but he just ran out the room with his hands over his face. That's odd I thought. Somethings definitely up but he might of just gone to the toilet ill leave in a few minutes to go see where he his if he's not back. A few minutes later leeknow hadn't returned so I went to go find him. I walked out the dance studio and headed towards the bathroom only to see leeknow round the corner sobbing his heart out. "Lee know what's up bud" I said as I sat next to him. "I just... can't get the routine right... I feel like I've let you and... the rest of the team down... I...feel like such a .... burden" lee know replied through sobs. "Its OK to not get something right straight a way" I said whilst embracing him in my arms. "But I just feel like such an Idiot I never need more than a day to nail a routine" He said still sobbing. "Hey don't say that your not an idiot" I said.
Lee know pov
It had been a few minutes since I had left the studio when I heard my name and it was chan hyung. He asked me what was wrong and I told him that I felt like I was a burden and that I let the team down because I could get the routine right. He just pulled me into his embrace and told me that it was OK not to get things right straight away all I could do was sit there and cry in his arms. I then told chan that I felt like an idiot because I normally only need a day to pick up the routine and we'll have kind of told me off a little for talking bad about myself whilst I just continued to cry. Later on I eventually calmed down and we got back to practising and by the time we had to leave I finally nailed the routine. When we got back to the dorm chan told everyone what had happened and they all came to hug me.
