When i Became Neighbors with Cameron Dallas

Chapter 15 ~ Sidetrack

Well right now you probs think we are at the airport already but no we are only 5 minutes down the road.
~Present time

"Come on Haily get back in the car your fine" Nash said while im curently passing around on the side of the highway. Your probs think wtf are you doing and honestly i dont even know, but what i do know is this dosen't feel right at all! like what kind of person am i to be this close with the guys already. Yeah if this was you in my possition you wouldn't mind one bit but me i feel terrible and unfair to all the other fans. They just welcomed me on tour... well i wont except now i havn't done as much as the guys have done, they have worked so hard and are so amazing while im here feeling like shit and havn't done near as many things the boys have.

"i can .. i justt.. i can't" i stutter while gripping at my hair.

" Are you going mad Hailey?" Cam Asked looking over at me.

" you guys worked so hard and your being too nice, i don't like how things are going so fast. i can barley keep up!" i scream and the boys jump at my outburst i sit down on the pavment and barrie my head in between my knees.

"Hailey it's fine we all like you." Cam says getting out of the car coming over beside me.

" it's so unfair and im being selfish! all those fans that are trying everything and anything to meet you and they could probably be lucky to only get a pic with you guys!" i scream and im not even noticing im crying but i fel the warm tears fall down my face.

"don't cry Hailey, and no your not being selfish just come on we can get you a nice coffee to calm you down." Nash said not making anything better.

"i can't go,i'll pay you back the money for the ticket you got, im so sorry guys but i can't do this im just a freaking fan and don't you even dare say thatim not cause i am and i want it to stay that way for a while! i wanna meet you guys the right way and not through some freaking move! just tell everyone to forget about me and delete my number or a tweet or vine you made when we met. I wanna meet you guys the right way and that's threw MAGCON or whatever meet and greet you guys have." say having a major break down i don't know what i'll say next but this guilt is killing me.

"Hailey...don't do this" Cam says in almost a whisper and Nash stands there shocked and looks like theres a hint of hurt but it's what i had to say.

" pop the trunk, i'll walk back" i say wiping the tears away trying to calm down.

"im not letting you do that, get in the car and i will take you back, it's only 5 minutes" Cam says helping me up off the ground.

"fine i'll call a cab, you guys have a flight to catch now pop the trunk!" i say and clench my fist, i feel bad yelling at him like this but i just can't let him miss his flight or keep on helping me out with my problems and just giving me things i don't deserve.

"not going to happen, i'm not leaving you here to wait for a freaking cab and while your totallly blowing up" Cam Yelled back

"Then wait here so you know when the cab arrives." i suggested , and Cam just let out a defeat sigh. while Nash looks at the ground thinking.. i think.

"fine" Cam finally says and with that Nash gets back in he car but in the front seat and i heard the trunk pop. I walked over and got out my lugage and stood on the side on the road again pulling out my phone dialing the cab service.

"They will be here in 10" i said putting my phone back in my pocet and Cam just nodded.

Soon enough the cab arrived and i put my stuff in the trunk. once i was done i walked over to Cam.

"im sorry Cam just please let me do this the right way." i say.

"i don't get why you have to do this. I thought it was fair how we met" he spoke.

" it's not fair Cam just please forget." i say and offer him a sad smile.

"okay" Cam said looking away from me so i wrapped my arms around him and he did it in return. i let go and looked up at him.

"nice knowing you Cam, i'll meet you in the future... just remeber us meeting never happened." i say and kiss him on the cheek.

"Bye Hailey" Cam said giving me a sad smile and Nash looking over at me, meeting my gaze and he instantly turned away.

"tell Nash it will be fine, k its nothing major guys be happy" i say offering a smile and waving goodbye before getting into the cab that will bring me back home. And i will have to explain everything to my family.

After i got home i explained to everyone what happened and that i didnt wanna know the guys yet and i wanna do it the proper way, they all looked at me like im crazy but they nodded and said they will go along with it. Im currently in my room going threw my twitter ,vine, and pictures erasing and deleting everthing of the boys and me from when i met them, well except when i seen them before but the recent ones. I'm currently looking at Camerons conact in my phone hovering over the delete button and i work up the curouge and delete it also any other of they guys numbers i had. I felt i big releif come off me and i felt so much better.

Well guys this is a fresh new start and im so excited to meet them in the future... the right way.

AN
Hey guys ! i updated without having a big space in between the two chapter.. i hope you love me for it, but anyway thank you so much for reading this book i hope i gave you something to look forward to in the upcoming chapters! anyway hope you enjoyed be sure to vote and tell your friends about the book. bye amazing people of earth a have a awesome day!
~Bri