Khatta-Mitha Ishq

∘₊✧Missing him✧∘₊

∘₊✧Ragini: I know he has many work and responsibilities but still I am missing him too much✧∘₊

I know something is fishy when Aranyo lets the call ring to the end, when the person is Agastya da. He believes in Agastya da for my case. I had an idea that he appointed him for my protection before marriage. And still that incident happens. I am almost fine, but my body still needs some attention, it's weak.

After he left the room, I looked in the mirror. I know how much he is controlling himself just because I am weak, he doesn't want to force himself on me. But the way he took care of me before taking each step towards making love, it's a huge turn on me. We always dream for it, the caring husband, but not the shy one, bold one.

I don't know what will be with my life but the way he is frustrated to protect myself, I win my life already. Sometimes I can't believe it's an arranged marriage, I feel like we are so deeply in love with each other for years. Still we have to know so many things about ourselves, but the way he puts effort on me, I feel special.

I was fixing my saree blouse, when I heard a knock. I ran towards the door thinking he came back,, I know it's not even 20 mins he was away from me, still my heart is asking for his attention, wants his touch more. It's so damn sick.

I opened the door quickly, but my smile vanished and reappeared seeing Moni in front.

Her chuckles made me shy. I lowered my gaze towards the floor, and she grabbed the chin, "Expecting Aranyo, huu. I will scold him to make you wait for him."

Shit, it's so embarrassing, what she would think about me. I could feel my cheeks burning. She wrapped her hand around my shoulder, "Never be shy to express your love to your partner. We are not that kind of in-laws who will envy. Being parents, we will feel lucky to see our son being loved, in a healthy relationship. And for keeping a relationship, it's important to maintain the flirtiness." , leaned down to my ears, "And spicy too"

Oh my god, I thought Babi is a reckless romantic, but Moni is different, I guess that's how their bonding is so charming till now.

She laughed sweetly, and my ears burned not because her words only, the flashes of our moments, my wild imagination before marriage, uff too much hotness.

She made me sit on the couch and she sat beside me, "I know my son is so dry and unromantic, you have to make him romantic, you know."

A dry cough wobbled in my throat. What!!! He is unromantic!! Oh my god!

She quickly gave me the glass of water and patted me on my back. And there's the hit. I was missing my mom. The little drops of tear escapes from both eyes, but don't know what's the reason.

She worriedly asked me, "Are you fine?" I simply nodded. She patted my head, and my heart started to crave for Maa's touch. Yes, she is giving love, I mean soo much love, I am feeling blessed, but the touch I was used to for the 26 yrs of my life, whose smell is the best smell for me from the moment I came into her belly, I want to hug her badly, want to feel her soft skin under my body, her smell, her warmth, her heart beat, I am missing her badly.

I could feel the suffocated feeling in my throat, as if I couldn't gulp. I wrapped my hand around Moni's waist, putting my head on her shoulder, to give a little rest to my aching heart.

She hugged me back, "Missing your Maa?", while patting on my back. And that's what I need to relax the burning sensation of my eyes. I sob loudly, badly.

After that she took care of me, brushed my hair and made a braid.And the most interesting thing is, when she is trying to say bad things about Babi, but after all I get to know how Babi every time managed to ease her anger.