Khatta-Mitha Ishq

∘₊✧He won✧∘₊

∘₊✧Aranyo: I thought life is going so slow, each minutes feels like years, but never knew when the year changed on the page of calendar ✧∘₊

Reyu snatches the file from my hand and keeps it on the table. "Aunty has fever, at least do some responsibility as son, It's enough"

I hum, "Fine, I am sending a doctor." He growls, "Listen, her husband can do all this kind of responsibility. Be the son, she is in this condition because of you."

I close my eyes, "I am a failure as husband Reyu, don't you think I am not capable as a man?"

He grabs my collar, "Stop. For fucking minute stop thinking like that. It's not your fault, neither your parents. They are worried about your well being."

With a jerk I moved his hands from me, "But how can they even think about my second marriage!!"

He kicks the chair, "Broo, they just thought, you gotta know by eavesdropping. They were thinking of ways of getting you back in real life."

I take a long breath, "In the last 17 months, did the company face any kind of loss?"

He scrunches his nose, "No." I continue, "Then what's the problem! I am never the joker guy who always keeps the environment fun or something. I am just being me, focusing on work. I was keeping my attention towards them until I got to know they were thinking of it, forgetting the pain of missing their daughter. Ohh yes, in laws never can think of another's daughter as daughter proved."

He growls, "You are portraying them so wrongly. You are just being stubborn. It's literally 5 months you didn't go home, didn't talk to them. Do you know how it can affect them mentally."

"And what about her? Where is sh? In which condition? Right now I don't want any revenge. I want her. I will give my life happily if they give me her health."

"It's almost 18 months and you ..."

"Yes, actually, you are just ignoring her existence like nothing. It's fine , I can understand. But I want her, I want to spend my life with her, and here I have to do without her. Without even knowing how she is, where she is. Right now, I am just fulfilling my responsibilities as a son. DOing this business, working my full, just as my dad's years of hard work doesn;t go in vain. Maa made me promise to not touch alcohol, I didn't. If I can live without knowing anything about her, maa can live with knowing I am healthy, eating healthy, hitting the gym, making progress in business, going to office trips, gathering new clients, investing in new projects, the way they wanted. Stop forcing me further."

He stomps his feet, "you are just being stubborn, stay like this, I don't want to say anything more." and leaves the room.

I tried to contact Vikram secretly, but Agastya da is tracking me, and I can't do anything. Nirjara just leaves the case, I know she knows something. I offer a huge sum of money, even a car and a property, but she seals her mouth. When she stopped contacting me, I literally tracked her address with the help of one agency. When I visited her that day, I saw how scared she was. I was just one step back to drop to my knees in front of her and beg for the information. I saw her tears, tears from a girl like her, it confirmed she knew something, she must have known, but didn't want to. Putting rock on my heart, pausing the beat for a longer minutes, I dared to ask her, is she alive or not. She just replied, "Did you get any information of her not being in this world any more? No, right?" I even asked, "Are you giving me hope?" She didn't reply, just looked at my eyes for a few seconds. I am not good at reading nonverbal information, but at that moment I felt like she wanted to give me hope secretly. Maybe she has some boundaries.

I thought of reaching out, to know more about Vikram, and inside Silken Secrets through Rishima. Other times maybe I will love to support and stay beside her, but it's difficult for me. Two years ago, we got to know she has a brother too, like own brother. And like one year ago, suddenly we got to know, her own brother was actually kidnapped or dead may be, maybe not the one who is staying with her, helping her in business. And in between she is pregnant, with whom no one knows. I think she knows itself, but she wasn't accepting that fact.

And Chandra, he was staying beside me like a second hand and it's insane how drastically their life ruined. The miscarriage creates so many misunderstandings between them. Arddhaya literally claimed, his family members planned and medicated her for the miscarriage. And some misinterpreted previous images Chandra got which looks like that baby wasn't Chandra's as Araddhya is cheating with his enemy, and to hide the baby, the fact she is plotting this. All proof went against her, and now she lives in Bengal with her parents, separated without divorce.

My only hand remained Agastya da, whose career is now hanging on the thin line with the excuse that he is in a relationship with a criminal, and the criminal is no one, Kiara itself. And Nilalohita is just out of the picture, almost underground after Agastya da's career is at a burning point. I know she is in love with him but what's the reason for being underground!!

Everything so fishy, it feels like someone plotted everything, like every fucking things in our life as we don't get any of us back supported, solved. And if I am not wrong the whole thing is pre-planned and plotted beautifully by Vikram and Arjun.

When we were struggling to find out what 69 can be, Agastya da told us, Silken secrets most famous premium gigolo's id is 6969 fortunately, he is very popular as Mr.6969, he doesn't use his name as usual. So we all assumed that Vikram is keeping Ragini with him. With that mentality, all in different ways attended the party. No trace of her. Rishima planned to be premium member of it and will pay enough to him to get the information, but we got nothing "She used to be with me, at my protection, but suddenly after the party night when he came back to room, there was only a letter, that she doesn't want to live anymore, she is feeling ugly from inside." According to Rishima, he said, he chased Vikram and Arun about this matter, but of course being a gigolo he has some limitation when his sister is kind of custody of them.

After hearing that everyone, fucking everyone assumed she isn't with us. But I can't believe. Maybe Vikram is won for now, making me weak, destroying my soul, but if God is still helping me to breathe the oxygen in this world after even knowing all of these things, I know God kept me for a reason. Either revenge or my billu, my Ragini.

But God has to know, without knowing any solid information about Ragini, he can't use me to declare the end of Vikram. I want my wild kitty to be wild in front of me.