It's been 2 weeks since Lila moved into the dorm. Ever since then, I have been spending a lot of time alone. The boys spend less time with me and they don't even notice I am there. The only time we are all together is when it's for work at the company. I have even tried to approach Yoongi but he has been giving me the cold shoulder. None of the boys really talk to me anymore. Every day Lila has been threatening me to leave the group. Every day I am at the company the group of girls follow me, throw me in a room, and do things to me...
They slap me, punch my stomach, destroy the stuff I have with me, yell at me, choke me, and threaten me with worse things. The girls don't do it every day but more than 5 times a week. And you're probably wondering why haven't I gotten proof. Well, when she does things to me, the first thing she does is take my phone so I don't call anyone or take recordings. Then she has her people shut down the cameras from the specific room she beats me up in. And then you're probably wondering why haven't I tried to fight them back. Well, 3 people against a weak 1 is not really a strong fight. I really try sometimes but it's hard...
Anyway since Kookie gave our room to her I have sleeping back and forth between the couch and Yoongi's bed. But I can tell that Yoongi clearly does not want to share a room with me. I see him roll his eyes when I enter the room to sleep. What's the point of sleeping on the same bed as your boyfriend who is colder to you than winter ice? Clearly annoyed that he has a girlfriend. And if he doesn't want to then none of the members would want to either, not with Lila around. So I decided today I am going to get some of my stuff and move into my studio in the company to sleep in there. Yes, it's small but it's cozier than under the same roof with her.
A Few Hours Later
So, I just finished moving a few things to my studio and it was not that hard to avoid the members and Lila the liar. I have not seen them around. I also bought a couple of things I needed. The building has public showers I can use. Carefully. I just got some necessities like blankets, shampoo, some snacks, etc.
This is my home for who knows how long.
I shed a couple of tears.
I wipe them and put a smile on my face.
Today I also wanted to confess to the members and tell them what Lila is doing to me to see if they believe me. I reapply my make-up on all my bruises. I have bruises on my neck, arms, back, stomach, and ankles but I just apply makeup to my neck and arms and cover the rest with my clothes and a jacket.
2 Hours Later
OMG, I am so tired from running around all day! So, unfortunately, no one believed me. They all said...
Kookie-Lila is too sweet for violence.
Tae-That is not our Lila, you must have mistaken her.
Jimin-She is too beautiful for such things.
Namjoon-Stop saying such lies about Lila, that's not like you.
Hobi-She has been nothing but nice from the moment she got here.
Jin-You may not like her but saying these lies about her doesn't make you a good person.
So yeah, none of the boys believed me, and some of their responses did hurt me. But, technically I didn't tell them the whole truth. I just told them that she has been really mean to me these past few weeks. Ugh. I feel like I am complaining to my mom and she takes my sister's side.
My last try is Yoongi. Tbh I have no hope for him believing me considering the way he has been treating me since Lila arrived. But, he is my boyfriend after all.
I make my way to his studio and type the password. He told me his password when we started dating so we could hang out in his studio without the members. I type the password but it does not work. Type is again but nope doesn't work again. I knock on the door and Yoongi opens with the same annoyed face I have seen before.
Y/n-can I come in?
Yoongi-Yea, whatever
I walk in and sit down on his couch and he sits down on his computer working on his music. But I still ask.
Y/n-What are you doing?
Yoongi-Work
Y/n-Oh, Nice. I said feeling awkward.
Yoongi-is there a reason why you are here? He says in a harsh tone with his back facing me.
Y/n-oh I just wanted to tell you that Lila has been kinda mean to me these past couple of days.
Yoongi-Did you do something to her?
Um...what?
Y/n-No
Yoongi-Then why would she be mean to you?
You get up and stand right next to him and put your hand on his shoulder.
Y/n-I don't know why she would be mean to me, but she is.
Yoongi-I don't believe you
Y/n-can you at least look at me while I explain? Yoongi got even more annoyed. You lift up your shirt to show a bruise that is visible and not hidden with make-up. Look, I have something to sh-
Yoongi-Shut Up y/n!
You widen your eyes in surprise since none of the members have ever talked to you that way. You put down your shirt. He stands up and looks at you.
NO, I DON'T BELIEVE YOU Y/N CAUSE LILA IS SUCH A SWEET, NICE GENTLE PERSON UNLIKE YOU WHO ANNOYS US ALL THE TIME WITH YOUR DUMB QUESTIONS AND STUPID REQUESTS THAT WE ALWAYS MAKE FOR YOU. SHE ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT US AND HOW WE'RE FEELING AND HELPS US THROUGH OUR PROBLEMS! MAYBE WE SHOULD HAVE TAKEN HER INSTEAD OF YOU!
Your heart broke in that one last sentence.
He sits back down.
Yoongi-now will you please leave so I can work peacefully?
You walk to leave in tears before you leave you say in the smallest whisper.
Y/n-Congratulations BTS. You broke your 8th member, The true Y/n might never be the same person again.
A/N-hehehe
Wrote this a 4 am.
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BTS: You as the 8th member
FanfictionY/n is a new member of BTS. (Female Version) But being the new female member doesn't come so easily. Especially with all the challenges she is going to face. The boys will always be her bulletproof. 🤍
