BTS: You as the 8th member

Replaced Pt. 2

I have never been more alone and hurt in my entire life. It's been a month since I talked to any of the boys. Including my boyfriend. Well, I don't know if he is still my boyfriend since our fight. I don't know what we are anymore. I would never think in my entire life that I would experience heartbreak and betrayal. No calls, no texts, or anything. I see the boys around the company since I kinda live in my studio. They don't even attempt to look at me. Or look for me.

I stopped eating as often I went from eating 3 meals a day to eating 2 snacks a day. I became more pale, I became skinnier and my hair started falling out. Which makes me weaker when Lila and her gang....beat me. I have bruises everywhere. Sometimes I stop trying to keep myself from going unconscious. It works fortunately and unfortunately. They leave the room and leave me on the floor. I eventually get up, make my way to my studio, and pass out on the couch.

THE NEXT DAY

I wake up on my couch and grab my phone while feeling the pain all over my body and seeing the time.

4:00 pm

Y/n-I should eat something

I want to eat one of my snacks but I could kinda go for some tteokbokki. Even though I feel that I don't deserve to eat something like that. I heard the company cafeteria is serving tteokbokki today. It makes me a bit excited but my mind tells me that I shouldn't be this happy about food, it's stupid.

I put on my black oversized jacket, reapply my make-up to my bruises, and take a look at myself in the mirror I get out of my studio and walk to the cafeteria. I get in line at the cafeteria, excited to get tteokbokki.

Lunch Lady-Sorry we are all out of tteokbokki! She yells. You nod sadly.

You instead get rice and some kimchi and sit down at an empty table.

You sit down and start eating while watching some random videos. I feel awkward not having anyone to talk to or anyone to eat with.

5:00 pm

I finish my lunch and make my way to my home, meaning my studio. When I get yanked in a dark room. I already know what coming and who these people are.

Y/n-What do you want now Lila?

Lila-Damn, it really shows that you know it's already me.

Her friend turns the lights on and locks the door.

Y/n rolls her eyes at her sight

Lila-Oh you really want to roll your eyes at me, so you can't see me?

Y/n stares at her with a blank face, not knowing what to do or say.

Lila-That can be arranged. Grab her hands.

The other 2 girls grab your hands and tie them behind your back with a rope.

Lila-Now let's put this. She put a blindfold on you. And then we will put this. She put tape on your mouth. You started screaming at the top of your lungs. It's not like you need this tape cause this room is soundproof and I have cleared out this floor so no one is on this floor. This is what you get for disrespecting me.

She starts pulling your hair behind you while stomping on your foot repeatedly. You start crying hysterically that your tears bleed through the blindfold.

Lila-THIS IS WHAT YOU GET STUPID DERANGED SL*T!!!

She punched all the places that had bruises from previous times.