Fall out

3 1 0
                                    


"Do you want to break up?" I asked maverick. For a while, nararamdaman ko na we're drifting apart. Hindi na kami katulad ng dati. Hindi na kami excited sa relationship namin. We've been together for 2 years na and this is the longest na hindi kami naguusap at nagkikita. Mostly sa chat na lang kami nag uusap, hindi na kami lumalabas for a date, hindi na kami ng v-video call. We're just existing.

"Do you want to?" He asked. 

"Lately, nararamdaman ko na hindi na tayo kasing close and excited like we were before. And ang hirap na rin magexpect sa relationship na ito so I think it's better if we just end it now kesa patagalin pa na'tin when we both know we don't love each other anymore." 


He stared at me, analyzing what I just said.


"Okay." okay? 'yun lang? To be honest I expected more reaction from him, I guess there is a small part of me na gusto pang itry na irevive yung dating kami. He was my first boyfriend, my first in everything. My family loves him kaya ngayon ay hindi ko alam kung paano ko sasabihin sakanila na hiwalay na kami.

"Okay. Thank you for everything, I guess. Ipapadala ko na lang sa apartment mo yung mga gamit mo. And I suggest you do the same with my stuff na nasa apartment mo. Take care, mave. Goodbye." I slowly turned around. 


I thought I could handle this break up well dahil alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko na siya mahal. But it hurts. Sa pag talikod ko ay umaasa ako na pipigilan niya ako but he didn't. It just proves that all his loved for me vanished a long time ago. 


All roads lead to UsTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon