netball is a game for weirdo just like you,you will never succeed ,your no good all of those thought racing through my head the court I was standing on just disappeared as I fell into a bottomless void people standing there pointing laughing as i felt defence-less as fell and fell it was a never-ending fall when all the sudden I saw the face of my to father also they looked at me with disappointment be grateful we even let you stay at our house your a freak and that's all you are and will ever be my head was pounding i felt my body shake violently as I shook in anger and fear did they know about my secret.
I jolted up looking around to see that I was in my room I went to look at the time it was 2:23 she got up still trying to figure out what that dream meant was it real or was it just a dream? is it because of those boys?
I grabbed my phone and headphones and left a note on the table.
Hey, just gone out need to clear my
head,i think the boys have been messing
with my head I will be back in a few hours if
it looks like it's going to rain i'll be fine i've got
my phone on me.
-_-_-_-_- Time Skip -_-_-_-_-
Natalie was sitting in the park listing to her music when the song 'Runaway' just then i started to rain i felt my body come alive as if the rain was giving me energy i felt my body tingle as the cold drop lits touched my body i looked at the time on my phone it was 5:27 the sun was rising i looked up in the sky and saw every raindrop hit her body she felt a strange aura though, she looked around and saw nothing she went and sat down on the nearest park bench she could find and sat there staring at the water fountain a few people walked past but thought nothing of it' for once in a long time she felt free like she didn't have the weight of Australia and the world shoulders that she could do anything without being judged or looked down at.
_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-back at the house-_-_-_-_-_-_-_
bobbi woke before all of them as usual and saw the note on the table and decided to go find her she walked out of the apartment and went to the water fountain she saw Natalie sitting there she sat down next to her and watched the water flow from the top to the bottom of the fountain until Natalie snapped out of her own world
"ohh hey Bobbi sorry i was off in my own world"she stuttered
"thinking about netball and stress of life"bobbi asked
"yep,no matter how hard i try someone else always gets the credit for something you try so hard to do and yet someone always gets the credit and when you try to speak up people get mad at you because your being selfish."she said
"i don't have to deal with that all I have to with is a royal pain in the ass, the quiet kid with a gun,mister smarty pants and a former assassin." she moaned
ava evenchly woke up and saw the note and immediately called her sister and went on about its dangerous to go out at night time about how i could be kidnaped
"well guess we have to go back or my sister is going to have a hard attack"
me and Bobbi walked back the house thought i wasn't really looking forward to going home after that but I had to, so.
********the next day**********
about 2am
the next day I was looking through old high school photo when she went past a few photo of a guy she used to like it was the only reason she pushed herself everyday to get his attention until one day he came to school looking more happy than usual so she went up to him and asked "what's got you so happy"
The guy I liked "I've got a girlfriend"
Natalie "Woooow....that's amazing"
That when she decided she would never change herself for anyone she worked her but off to get to the career. She had just put her phone down when when out the corner of her eye she say a figure standing in her doorway she picked up her phone and shone her flashlight at it it was pierce
"fuckin hell pierce you scared me half to death "she exclaimed
"and if one of us slightly pisses you off your going to kill them half to death if you don't get sleep "he said groggily as if he had just woken up.
"I will ,promise "she reassured
"We both know that's a lie" he said
all the sudden my phone wrang it said unknown number i picked it up
unknown person "hey,Natalie"
Natalie "who is this and how do you have my number"she asked
"it your old friend, Archer"
my heart skipped about six beats , that was my old crush
"hey, whats up" I asked
"well i saw the game you played in ireland and i managed to get a hold of your number so I was wondering if you would want to go out for a coffee"
"a DATE"I fumed
"yeah you could call it that"he said
"I TRIED MY WHOLE SCHOOL LIFE TO GET YOU ATTENTION FOR A DATE AND YOU DATED EVERY OTHER GIRL WHEN I TOLD YOU ONE OF THEM WERE BEING MEAN TO ME YOU TOLD ME TO LEAVE YOU ALONE.THE ONLY REASON YOU WANT TO DATE ME IS BECAUSE I'M FAMOUS. YOU HAVE SOMETHING ELSE COMING FOR YOU IF YOU TRY TO CALL ME AGAIN I'LL CALL THE COPS!" I hung up and blocked the number and sat there stunned she rarely lashed out at people like that.
"So that guy must really piss you off"pierce laughed
"now sleep"he urged as he turned to go back to his own room
she laid down a stared at the ceiling he eyes slowly closing as she drifted off to sleep
DREAM
why are you here you don't belong here, your a monster,are you even from this planet those words they hurt like a knife was being stabbed through her back, but the next word were like being shot in the heat Ava what are you i thought you were my sister but it turns out your just a monster from another planet.
Natalie shot up sweat dripping off the tip of her nose she shakenly got up out of bed and went into the living room to see a note on the table she looked up at time time on the wall the clock said it was 10:06 she walked over to the note
hey gone out a while pierce told me about what happened this morning sorry i tried to wake you up but you were sleeping like a rock so there breakfast in the fridge if you want it i will see you when or if i get back oh and also since you haven't been out in a while were going out to the shooting range
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A World I Live in
FanfictionWhen Natalie comes home from her netball game in Northern Ireland she is meet with the surprise of 5 men and a girl in her sister apartment she also has a secret that she has to keep hidden will she be able to? will her trauma cause her to crack und...
