Chapter 6

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carlos: i knew you where coming this way this weekend so i told alicia everything the other night i held it in for a while trust me and no ofcourse not i was just fuck um i love you i do i know im with Maggie but rosie its always been you i wanted to be with you know that im tired of fucking hiding this shit and i know i can make you happy .. me and Maggie are splitting and its mutual she doesn't know anything im supporting her its just we grew apart ya know but i been dropping things on you cuz i was just curious

rosalie sat down

rosalie: why didnt you get your shit together why didnt you even try to fix things between us

carlos: i did you took off on me?

rosalie: you couldve came with me gotten a job i didnt want this life for ever? the streets couldve killed you all i wanted was for you to get it together carlos!

carlos: dont start with that shit ok

rosalie: i ..

carlos: elizabeth jr or marcitos wouldnt have been born ok we had to split up to go threw .. to go threw what we have .. i was going to hold you back if i begged you to stay or went with you off to college i couldnt do that to you once you came back with roger and pregnant i knew i was never getting you back ok i know i shouldve socked roger right there and then and told you everything but i dont even know if you wouldve believed me

rosalie: i wouldve believed you you've never lied to me..

she looked down

carlos: get up rosalie

rosalie sat back destroyed

rosalie: what do i do?

carlos: what do you wanna do?

rosalie: ball up and cry then go back home and just destroy everything of his

carlos: i would support each move but this is elizabeths weekend you cant just destroy her like this remember that

rosalie: i know did you see a name or anything on the phone?

carlos: look ill pass the info to alicia she can look deeper into it that way you dont get to lost mentally please?

rosalie: tell me her name i think i know who it is

carlos: really?

rosalie: yea..

he sighed and pulled her up and hugged her tight

carlos: megan?

rosalie: his partner she just started shes rookie .. there together alot makes sense ..

carlos lifted her head and wiped away her tears

carlos: your call ill roll up and do what i have to you shouldnt be crying over him like this?

rosalie: no then he'll get you locked up its the last thing i need .. i cant loose you

she hugged him and looked up at him

rosalie: thank you for keeping it a secret it was better to find out like this ill take care of it

carlos: ill be here every step of the way i love you rosie

he kissed her softly she side smiled at him

rosalie: i love you too but we cant be anything for a while i dont want nothing to happen to anyone i need to catch him in the act I need to do things slowly and think of Elizabeth to

carlos: like I said ill be here but have you loved me the whole time you been with him?

rosalie: ofcourse I have but I love him to .. i thought though if I married him and did it all with him my love for you would die out and I would just move on like any other heartbreak but it never went away that's why I've cared for you looked out for you lied to roger about us being anything so he wouldn't worry about you being around .. i even have dreamt of kissing you again I felt guilty after that to and here he is fucking his partner

carlos nodded and kissed her again

carlos: maggie knows we dated in highschool but I told her the feelings had died out when we went our ways and that we where better off friends she believed it but deep down I just always hoped for something I'm sorry this is happening the way it is but I'm happy its happening now before we're to old to ever be together again

rosalie: she knew and she never told me? she would asked what the fuck and if I was old getting divorced you wouldn't have even

carlos: i told her not to say a word to respect roger i couldn't loose you if he knew anything and she understood that

rosalie: what the fuck i wouldn't have acted that calmly if roger would told me something like that miracle he believed me

carlos: i wouldn't have believed you either you suck at lying haha

she smacked him and grabbed her phone

rosalie: I have to go elizabeths about to be done her little get together is tomorrow bring the boys dont miss it ok?

carlos: do you wanna be my date?

she side smiled and laughed

rosalie: i wish i could say yes i need everyone to think I'm still with roger until i leave him but we can drink tomorrow the children's part ends at like 9 we ordered extra alcohol?

carlos: im down with that

she nodded and walked out and got in alicias car

alicia: ok your not talking what happened?

rosalie: I'm trying to process it all and just calm down

alicia: he told you then

rosalie: hmm and I know who it is and makes sense why he's been acting the way he has they both have

alicia: yea he told me and I knew you always had feelings for him I don't know how roger never saw it how did you keep that lie going? i thought he knew this whole time?

rosalie: I just reassured him he didn't start questioning anything until recently that's when I got suspicious but never really looked into it Im not even the jealous type either

alicia: so what do you wanna do then? cuz I'm ready for anything shit

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