Today was such a sad day . The I can't believe I had just lost the love of my life .
I stood in front of my boyfriend Notti's candlelight with tears blurring my vision .
I can't believe just like that he's gone .
It was just yesterday morning I felt his soft curls brush against my face and his arms wrapped around me .
I can't believe I'll never feel that again .
I felt so sad my heart could rip apart .
"Are you okay ." My bestfriend said standing beside me with her arm around me .
Her boyfriend DD , who was Notti's big brother stood beside her .
"I -I can't do this ." I told her breaking down .
She took her hand and wiped my tears.
"I wish I could take the pain out of y'all's heart , I hate seeing y'all like this ." She said now staring at DD.
" I don't know what to say I never lost anyone before . I'm gonna be here for y'all the best way I can ." She continued .
After a while my bestfriend and her boyfriend headed home leaving me alone .
After I wrote on the poster I headed home myself .
I drowned in my tears all night .
