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The Saturday afternoon sun was bright and warm, casting a golden glow over the bustling streets of Barcelona. My mom and I were enjoying a rare day out together, hopping from one boutique to another, our arms gradually filling with shopping bags.

"Indiyah, what do you think of this dress?" my mom asked, holding up a flowy, floral number that was so her style.

I smiled, nodding appreciatively. "It's perfect for you, Mama. You'll look stunning."

She beamed, adding the dress to her growing collection. "You know, it's been a while since we had a day like this. Just the two of us."

"I know," I agreed, feeling a pang of guilt. "I've missed it."

"Me too," she said, her eyes softening. "Life gets so busy, but we should make more time for this."

We wandered through the stores, chatting and laughing, the easy rhythm of our conversation a soothing balm for my stressed-out mind. For a few hours, I managed to forget about all the drama with Alejandro.

As we moved to another store, my phone buzzed in my pocket. I pulled it out, glancing at the screen.



































Alejandro: Hey, can we talk? I think we need to figure this out.
































I stared at the message, my emotions a jumbled mix of frustration and curiosity. Before I could react, my mom peeked over my shoulder.

"Is that from Alejandro?" she asked, her tone curious.

I nodded, biting my lip. "Yeah. He wants to talk."

My mom sighed, giving me a sympathetic look. "You know, honey, sometimes it's better to face things head-on rather than avoiding them."

"I know, but it's so hard with him," I admitted, feeling a surge of frustration. "We always end up fighting."

"Maybe that's because there are things you both need to say but haven't found the right way to express," she suggested gently.

I frowned, thinking about her words. "Maybe."

"Why don't you reply? See what he wants to talk about," she encouraged.

I sighed, typing out a quick response.







































































Indiyah: Okay. When and where?

A few moments later, my phone buzzed again.

Alejandro: How about tomorrow afternoon? There's a café near the stadium.

Indiyah: Fine. See you then.

























































































I put my phone away, feeling a mix of anxiety and anticipation. My mom gave me a reassuring smile, patting my shoulder.

"It'll be okay, sweetheart," she said. "Sometimes, the hardest conversations are the most important ones."

"I hope so," I murmured, feeling the weight of her words.

We continued our shopping, but my mind kept drifting back to the impending conversation with Alejandro. I couldn't help but wonder what he wanted to say and if we could finally find a way to stop fighting.

As we finished up and headed to a cozy café for a break, my mom looked at me thoughtfully. "You know, Indiyah, when I was your age, I had a friend I didn't get along with either. We fought all the time, just like you and Alejandro."

"Really?" I asked, surprised.

"Yes. But eventually, we sat down and talked it out. We realized that our fights were because we cared too much about what the other thought. Once we understood that, we became the best of friends," she said with a nostalgic smile.

"Do you think that could happen with Alejandro and me?" I asked, doubt creeping into my voice.

"It's possible," she said gently. "But you both have to be willing to listen and understand each other."

I nodded, taking her words to heart. Maybe there was hope for Alejandro and me after all. But it would take more than just one conversation to bridge the gap between us.

As we sipped our coffee, I felt a renewed sense of determination. Tomorrow's meeting with Alejandro could be the first step towards something better. And no matter how hard it might be, I was willing to try.

"Thanks, Mama," I said, squeezing her hand. "For everything."

"Anytime, sweetheart," she replied, her eyes full of love and support. "I'm always here for you."

With my mom by my side, I felt ready to face whatever came next. And as the afternoon sun began to set, I found myself looking forward to the conversation with Alejandro, hoping that maybe, just maybe, we could find a way to make things right.

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