For the cameras(Jey uso)

Seven.

I threw my arm band on the couch as I walked to the vanity on the other side of the room. I sat down letting my head fall into my hands in front of the bright mirror.

If Josh could switch up that fast for cameras could he do the same to me? Is that what he was doing?

I looked around the room trying to find something to take my mind off of everything that had happened lately. There wasn't much in my small room, I walked over to my mini fridge and picked up a bunch of grapes to eat.

I heard a knock on my door, "Aye, we are leaving soon uce!" I heard Jon's voice say from outside.

I didn't want to go in that car right now but I sadly had no choice. I stood up to change my clothes into my more comfortable pjs.

I grabbed all my stuff and headed towards the door. Opening it I was met with Joshes face. "I was just coming to get you." He said.

"Oh, um well I'm here so lets go." I said walking past him try to hide the awkwardness woven between my words. "Come on you two." We heard Jon yell from down the hall.

Our eyes brushed contact as we followed the voice outside. The quietness between us feeling comfortable, it always did weirdly enough.

We caught up with Jon as he walked towards the car. "I am so ready to go home." I muttered to myself, seeing Josh stare at me in the corner of my eye.  He silently nodded agreeing with my statement.

We all got into Jons car, I was struggling to keep my eyes open for more than three seconds. Tiredness was flooding into my body and I was trying my best to stay up through the car ride.

I felt someone tapping my shoulder, I sat up straight, my neck sore from the way I was laying. "Mir, wake up." I heard Jon saying next to me. I pushed his hand away from me. "Stop tapping me im awake." I say opening my eyes and hoping out of the car.

"Thanks for driving me Jon." I said waving at him. He waved back at me, walking back to the drivers side of the car. "Bye Josh." I said a little quieter. He said nothing back, he just simply nodded at me and turned his head to look straight forward again.

I walked up to the door of my house blindly slipping the keys into the lock, opening the door.

I laid my bag on the ground near my shoe rack and walked over to my kitchen. I opened my bright fridge, the white light blinding me as I reached for a water bottle.

I shut the fridge, my house going back to being unlit. I shuffled towards my room falling back onto my bed once again, struggling to keep my eyes open.

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My eyes opened, blinking rapidly to get used to the light poring in from my window. I rubbed my face before sitting up, my covers falling off of me. I left my room and walked down the stairs to the kitchen. I scavenge through the pantry to find the last two pieces of bread left and brought them over to the counter.

I covered them in avocado and ate it while I made my way to my closet. I then picked out a outfit to go on a run with. I grabbed a pair of shoes and made my way out of the door.

I grabbed my airpods and slipped them into my ears they started playing a random song off of my playlist and I started to run to the tempo.

After a long run I made it back to my house, and walked inside taking a sip out of a water bottle that was sitting on the kitchen counter.

I then grabbed my phone out of my pocket to see that no one had texted me the whole hour I was running, I set my phone down a little annoyed and sat down at a chair.

I was still angry that Josh hadn't called or texted at all since last night, he was obviously giving me the silent treatment I just couldn't figure out why.

This time last week we were healing old wounds and now we were back at square one. I picked my phone up again hoping to see his name lit up on the screen and instead saw his brothers.

Jonny:
Hey are you good?

Me:
Yeah why

Jonny:
You seemed pretty bummed out yesterday js making sure

  Me:
Thanks Jon

Jonny:
Anytime Mir

I smiled at my phone, at least one Fatu brother cared about me, I said to myself putting my phone back down on counter.

My phone buzzed a few more times, I just watch it for a second hoping one that one of the notifications was from Josh, but I didnt want to look.

Instead I just walked over to my couch and fell down on it, taking my hair down from the tight ponytail it was in. I turned the tv on looking for anything that looked interesting on Netflix.

I turned on Gilmore Girls to try and forget about my very stupid boy drama, getting more comfortable on the intro played.

After a few episodes I went to get another water out of the fridge and checked on my phone, which was still laying on the counter, only to see that many hours had past by.

I grabbed my water and went back to the couch, I answered some text and put my phone down so I could watch some more episodes.

I new that this whole week I would have to distract myself from the painful truth, that I had to see Josh again friday, and eventually talk to him about everything that was going on.

The thought made me want to never see him again, I hated confrontation, I sucked at it too but I knew that I had to face it at some point.

(A/N: Hiiiiiiii!! Ik I took too long to get this chapter out sorry yall, I had a major writers block, this is also lowkey a filler chapter and is definitely way smaller than most my other chapters but the next one will be longer I hope🤍🩷 Byeeeee!!