The way she makes me feel

ten

Sofia

1 week later..

I woke up laying on billies chest. It is so comfortable. She's the perfect pillow for me. Listening to her heartbeat and her chest moving up and down is the best feeling ever.

I got up and got dressed. My bruises are healed very well. It hurts a bit when I breathe, but it's nearly gone. Billie is still sleeping, and I chose to let her sleep as long as she needs to.

I wanted to go down to the kitchen to get us some breakfast ready.

"Pst... Sofia?" A voice whispered from behind me.

I turned around, and it was finneas, calling my name.

"Can you help me with something?" He asked

"Okey, what is it?" I asked a bit annoyed

I walked into his room so he could tell me what's wrong. The past week, since he told me he is doing drugs, I always need to be there for him or get him medicine or other stuff.

"Can you get me something from the doctor? Here's the prescription."

"Anything else?" I asked, looking at him worried.

"Nope, that's all... or maybe a bit of water, please." He looked at me, popping his lip out.

"Uhu" was all I said before leaving the room.

At the same time as I left finneas room, billie left her room and looked at me confused.

"Why were you in finneas' room?" She asked me with her sleepy voice, I love her sleepy voice. It's just so wow.

"Are you gonna answer, baby?" She said, barley opening her eyes.

"Oh, sorry, he just needed me for something. Don't worry about it."

She walked past me, to go to the bathroom, when I tried to follow her she slammed the door in front of me so I couldn't get in.
Rude.

"So, why are you in finneas' room this often?"
She asked, looking me straight in the eyes.

"First, can you stop staring at me like this? And second- "

"Nope, I'm not going to stop. Go on talking." She interrupted me.

"Um, Okey, so.. what I was saying was that he just needs a little help in the moment, you know?"

It's true I'm really often in finneas' room, and I can completely understand her. But she should discuss it with him, not me. I'm just helping him with the process.

"And with what?" She asked, still staring at me

"I- its-... I can't tell you..." I looked at the floor.

"Sofia. Don't do that shit again."

Her face looked really angry, her eyebrows furrowed, and she couldn't stand the stare, so she looked down at the floor.

I said nothing because I wanted finneas to tell her, but I know it will ruin our relationship.
She left the room.

"I am so sorry.." I mumbled to myself.

Billie
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"Finneas??" I screamed through the hall as I got home

"FINNEAS?!" i screamed even louder but with no answer.

I walked straight to his room and opened the door.

There he was, laying in his bed all tensed, his blanket all over his body, and I could see he wasn't feeling well. But i was still angry, I mean, I don't know what they've been doing in here. Maybe she even cheated on me?