Mahira - "mein Tumse pyar nehi karti Arhaan. Tumhara dimaag kharab hogeya hai Kya ? Kaisi Ajeeb baatein karrhe Ho ? Mein kiyun Tumse pyaar karne lagungi ?"
Arhaan - "tunhare dil main mere liye koi feeling nehi mahira ? Kuch bhi nehi ?"
Mahira - "nehi hai Kuch bhi Arhaan, Aur kitni martaba tumhe mein ye samjhaun ? Nehi hai !!!!"
Arhaan - " Mahira please aise matt kaho, mujhe pata hai tum bhi mujhse mohabbat karti Ho jaan. Tum karti Ho, mujhe pata hai. Mujhe pata hai mahi, mujhe mehsoos hota hai, tum jhooth kiyun bol rehi ho"
Mahira - " mein jhooth kiyun bolungi? Tum lagte Kya Ho mere ? Kaun Ho tum mere Jo mein Tumse jhooth kahungi ? Mujhe na Hu Tumse mohabbat hai na hi nafrat hai. I don't feel any sort of emotion towards you. You're just another person in my office and the only out of the ordinary thing about you for me is you're my best friend's brother. Mujhe na hi Tumse pyar hai na hi nafrat and I would very much so appreciate aagar tum mere nazaron se bohot dur kahi chale jao"
Arhaan - " chala jata Hu jaan. Khush rehna"
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Mahira's Pov -
Mein Tumse behadh pyar karti Hu Arhaan behadh. Iss qadar ishq hai Tumse ke mujhse ab ache se jhooth bhi nehi kaha ja raha. I cried for what we had been; I cried for what we could have been; I cried for my vulnerability... I cried for him,for disappointing him, for breaking his heart, for getting him to love me and then showing him love didn't exist, at least not without pain, and that pain had now scarred him for life. Mujhse nafrat karte thay na tum. Tumhe ye bhi lagta tha ke mein Tumse nafrat karti Hu. Kaash mein tumhe sab sach bata sakti Arhaan. Mere mess main tumhe nehi involve kar sakti mein. Mein tum sab ko protect karungi. Sab ko lagta hai mein emotionless Hu. Mujhme dil nehi hai. Lekin ab kiyun ye kambakht dil itna dard kar raha hai. Ya khudaya rehem farmay mujhpe. Meri mushkilein asaan karde. Aaj tak kabhi bhi kisi se shikayat nehi ki Meine mere rab, Aaj aapse kar rehi hu shikayat, kiyun woh aurat wapis aageyi meri zindegi main. Kiyun mujhe do pal ki khushi naseeb nehi hoti. Kya mein sach main itni badqismat Hu. Ya rab mein Aur kitna tolerate karu. Ab nehi hota Aur mujhse. Ek maa apne hi bachi ko kaise maar sakti hai. Woh toh meri maa hai na? Meine Kya bigara tha unka Jo unhone mujhse mera bachpan cheen liya ? Jo unko mein itni na pasand Hu ke woh mujhe maar Dena chahti hai ?!? Kya mujhe bhi Baki larkiyon ki tarha jeena qismat main likha nehi hai ?? Kya mein itni badtameez Hu ? Kya mein itni buri Hu ? Kya mujhe itna haq nehi ke mein bhi do pal ke liye khush Ho jaun ? Mujhme kiyun Aur himmat nehi rahi ??? Mein toh baba ki sher bachi Hu phir bhi mein aise kiyun toot rehi hu ?!?? Ya rab kiyun ?!?? I don't have any tears left. I don't have any emotions left for me to feel. I can't feel anything. Why is it so that my eyes cry and shed blood like tears but still the ache in my heart doesn't stop nor decrease by any means. Why is it so that everyone thinks that I'm alright but still my heart aches. Why is it so that I shed tears and still the pain in me doesn't lessen?!?!! Why ???? Just why ????? Aagar mein aapne aap ko physical takleef du toh sukoon milta hai, nehi toh mujhe sukoon Kiyun nehi milta ????? Mein hi aagar nehi rahi toh sarey masle hi solved. Ye better hai. Haan. Toh Kya hua aagar 4 saal se ek bhi baar Allah Miya ne mujhe qabool nehi kiya Ho, ab toh Allah Miya ko bhi pata hai ke mein Aur nehi seh sakti. Mujhse ab Aur nehi hoga. Iss martaba woh mujhe inteqal farmayenge. Haan. Knife, kaha hai knife,
