Midnight Thoughts »

Holding back.

How to forget someone so you can finally feel free and happy?

How to stop caring for them even after they've hurt you?
I know the fact that I shouldn't think about that person but what if....they aren't doing well?

When will I get to escape this loophole?

Even if my entire life till now revolved around them...but now that I want to live for and think about only myself....

What's holding me back?

That's what I wanted right?To never see them again so I could move on...But I couldn't....why?

Maybe I'm the one holding myself back from true freedom and happiness?

Letting my fears consume me as whole such that nothing's left of me afterwards other than a numb soul and broken heart.