𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐁𝐚𝐝𝐚 𝐋𝐞𝐞 +21

11.

I entered the room slowly, my steps were cautious but determined, the familiar scent of the room bought a mix of comfort and anxiety, I spent weeks in recovery, both physically and emotionally, but the thought of returning to my practice kept me going.
As I stepped in I saw Bada on her bed, I took my usual chair and settled it in front of her bed when she finally saw me, her eyes widening with relief and joy but at the same I could feel something was wrong with her.
-Y/N - Bada whispered, her voice thick with emotion - I was worried you wouldn't come back - She said this time as she sat on the bed looking at me.
-I wouldn't miss this for the world Bada, how have you been? - I said as I looked over her body, looking at every single new detail on it.
-I've been better, since you were missing, thinking a lot about what happened - She hesitated for a moment but finally spoke, I could tell her words were weak and she wasn't really sure about what she was saying.
-It was a traumatic experience for both of us, but I want you to know, Bada, that you saved my life , so I really wanna thank you for it, even tho you're not much of a "thank you"person - I said as I nooded at her with a gentle smile.
She just looked at me as a weak smile apeared on her lips, after that I tried to ask her some questions to be able to catch up on the therapy once again, she managed to answer all of them right away so Ling's therapy actually seemed to work on her.
-What have you been working on with Ling? - I said as I finally looked at her while she did the same.
-Well, she asked me a lot of questions - She said as she paused for a couple of seconds for then look away from me - She asked usual stuff, like questions you'll ask me - She said quickly as she started playing with her hands.
-I see but, can you tell me some of them that you remember? - I said as I tried to lock my eyes with hers but failed.
-I don't really remember much, maybe like how have you been and have you been sleeping fine, things like that - She said as she looked at me for a second but looked away again.
-Shall we talk about another thing then? - I said as I saw her getting nervous, maybe that was the reason for her to forget the questions Ling asked her weeks ago, or maybe there was something else that I was missing, she looked at me and nooded slowly as I turned the page and nooded as well as I sighed and sook my head at the same time realizing what was happening.
-So, I know I shouldn't be asking this stuff but, I'm qurious about something - I said as she just looked at me - Where were you when Redlic took me, and who took Minah? - I said as I leaned back on my chair as I crossed my arms looking at her.
-Are you a police officer now? - She said as she laughed at me and I shook my head - Fine fine, I took her, I saw her lying on the floor and Redlic came out of my cell telling me to take her away, so I just did, then I came back and found you with her - She simply said as I just nooded at her and took notes.
-But what did you do to her? , it's been a while since I don't hear from her, she's been at the hospital while I was recovering from the surgery but she never came back, is she ok? - I said as I felt my heart race, she looked at me with an eyebrow raised as she thought about something.
-I just took her with Lusher at that time, she wanted to paint Minah, but Cheche threatened her so she just painted her and then used her imagination, if you know what I mean - Bada said as I nooded at her relieved as I tried to calm myself down - Look, we did all of this just for Lusher and Cheche to escape, and maybe, because I don't like that girl you're arround with - She said as she looked away annoyed as I looked at her.
-What do you mean? - I said as she sighed and laughed at my comment.
-That girl, Minah, it's obvious that she likes you or something, she follows you arround like a dog - She said umbothered but her tone was sharp at the same time.
-But that's her job to do, she's new here that's why I'm in charged of her, besides she was helping me out with you - I said as I looked at her in annoyance.
-That's not really the point Dr. - She said as she leaned a little bit forward, her elbows resting on her knees as she looked at me - I don't know why, but somehow, I enjoy your company - She said as she pulled a string of hair behind my ear as I tried to pull away a little bit while she just laughed at me - And since I enjoy your company, I think it's fair enough that I only have you all for myself right? - She said this time looking at me in the eyes, her  monolid sharp eyes pierced on my eyes, never leaving mines as I couldn't take tjem from those sad but mysterious brown eyes that were trying to hide her horrible past.
-You shouldn't get this close you know that - I said as my words trembled in front of her, I lowered my gaze but she pulled my face from my chin to make me look at her once again while a smirk apeared on her lips.
-I don't see you stopping me from it - she said this time as she pulled me even closer, my heart pounding like crazy making my breath faster and heavier with each second, I wanted to pull away, I knew it was the right thing to do but why couldn't I?
-Y/N are you listening to me?! - I heard a voice from the door as I got out of my thoughts, as I came back to my senses I saw Bada's face inches away from mine, a grin grew on her lips as I pushed her away and looked at the door.
-I'm sorry Dr. Minah, I think she was really busy with me she couldn't hear you - Bada said sarcastically as she saw me leaving the room.
-You know she can't be this close to you, we can't have her doing whatever she wants - Minah said as she looked at me worried as I walked towards her, I looked at my phone and the session with Bada had finished 20 minutes ago.
-I know I'm sorry, I'm just tired I didn't even realized - I said as I stepped outside the cell and closed the door leaving Bada alone in her cell.
-Ling is looking for you, she needs to tell you something - Minah said as she looked at me and hugged me as I did the same.
-I know why don't worry, I'm the one who needs to talk to her - I said as we started walking towards the elevator as Minah started asking me a lot of questions as usual.

-What the heck have you done to her while I was gone Ling? - I said as and Minah I came into Ling's office, she was sitting on her desk as we took a seat right in front of her while she looked at me and sighed.
-So you know already - Ling said as she turned on her laptop and then looked at me.
-I have my assumptions yeah - I said annoyed as I looked at her as well, she typed something on the keyboard and sowed me her laptop screen.
-Do you know this girl? - Ling said as she looked at me, I looked over the screen as Minah did the same.
-I don't, why? - I said as I looked at the woman in the picture, she looked young and really pale, she had black hair and some tattoos on her shoulders.
-Look at this then - Ling said as she showed us more pictures when I saw a familiar face in them.
-Is that Bada? - I said as we looked closer to the picture and definetly it was her but younger.
-She's one of Bada students, well, or at least she was, her name is Choi Soobin, but we like to call her Redy, they used to dance together until something happened between them - Ling said as she looked at us.
-And what does this have to do with what you did to her? - I said annoyed as I looked at her.
-The reason they stopped dancing together was because of Redlic - She said calmly as I widened my eyes, I turned to Minah and she was surprised as well - Redlic took her because Redy liked Bada at that time, and basically Redlic liked Bada as well, "the perfect dancer" thing that she wanted started because of this girl - She said as I looked at her while I couldn't believe her words.
-She got tortured by Redlic? - I said as I widened my yes even more.
-Bada tortured her because of Redlic, it can be a signal of why she has the disorders she has, that's why I'm telling you all of this - Ling said as she started typing again on her computer.
-Something helpful finally, now, care to tell me why the fuck did you use electroconvulsive therapy on Bada? - I said as she looked at me surprised as I just insisted on her to tell me.
-Do people really use that? I thought you can only use it on an extreme situation or case - Minah said as she looked at the both of us as I nodded at her.
-Yeah, but she just decided it was a great idea to do something like that to a patient for nothing - I said as I rolled my eyes at her.
-She was having depression since you left, seems like what happened affected her, also she said that she was hearing redlic and seeing her arround when she's not even here anymore, it was getting out of my hands so I had to use it, I had no other choice since she wasn't responding to the usual therapies - Ling said as she looked at me with a worried face, hopping for me to believe her words -Y/N you have to believe me I know how she is, she needed that, besides I wanted to help you out so it would be easier now please - She said as she grabbed my hand this time as I looked at it.
-Well guess what, it's not easier now, she's forgetting things cause of it - I said as I looked at her dead in the eyes this time
-I'm just wondering something, please, tell me you used general anesthesia or something - I said as I grabbed her hand and added enough pressure so she wouldn't move it as I looked at her.
-I - She said slowly trying to get rid of my grip bit I wouldn't let her.
-Ling you caused her physical pain? - I let her hand go this time harshly as I got up and looked at her with a worried face, she looked at me but not a single word came out of her mouth, I started walking arround her office as I runned my hands over my hair in desesperation - Ling you basically tortured her, you're doing what she did, what Redlic did, you're waisting my job and making it harder for me - I said as I realized and tried to calm down, she tried to apologize but I stopped her.
-You know what, it's already done, let's just forget this, how do you know all of this stuff anways, is inspector Kim back or something? - I said as I sat back down on the chair still annoyed and looked at her.
-I have one more picture to show you - She said as she typed once again on her laptop, I sighed and looked at Minah who gave me a warm small smile as I looked back at the laptop.
-Hurry up I have a session with soweon in 10 minutes - I said as I saw her taking her time to find the picture.
-Here - She simply said as she showed us the picture, no words came out of my mouth, I couldn't believe my eyes as I saw two familiar faces and that girl from before together in that picture.