our secret (doshin)

Ch8

Kim Dohoon really didn't expect Shin Junghwan to trust him so much, to have such a big secret and only lead him there. In your eyes, is he that special? Dohoon was silent for a while, looking first at the person sitting next to him and then at himself, still unable to understand why he brought him here, sharing a secret base with him, the more he thought about it, the more wrong he felt.

- Aren't you afraid I'll go talk about this with the other kids? Do you feel stupid?

- Heh Dohoonie won't do that.

Are you crazy? Then what if I really call someone?

- You won't do that, I assure you, Dohoonie is very kind, I know you always respect the privacy and hearts of others.

- Do you have cerebral palsy? I cursed that 11th grade kid right in the middle of the schoolyard, making his whole family lose face in the principal's office. There are so many people in this life who hate me. Do you feel foolish when you say those words?

- Don't say that, you're not that cruel.

- That's just who I am, only a psychopath like you would say that to me.

- That's just who I am, only a psychopath like you would say that to me.

- I can completely understand Shin Hyerin's story. Dohoonie has always had difficulty regulating her emotions, right?

- No, it's all because I'm mean, I give myself the right to scold and insult others.

- Sigh - Shin Junghwan sighed softly, feeling how stupid Kim Dohoon was.

- Shin Hyerin is my younger sister, I know her personality well, if it were me, I would act just like you.

- What the fuck are you talking about??!! That annoying bitch.... is your sister.

Kim Dohoon's reaction made him laugh, outsiders looking in thought he had been tricked into losing his red book, leaving his family bankrupt and unable to raise his head. This person turns out to be extremely stupid, he says whatever he thinks, all his thoughts and emotions are expressed openly, without hiding anything.

- Hehe, that's right, what a surprise (·ω· ')

- Huh, it feels like I've been tricked by you for years.

"I'm sulking again. If you're a wanderer, the slightest thing will make your face melt."

Shin Junghwan chuckled in his heart. If he laughed out loud, Dohoonie would curse him.

- Hyerin has been pampered since she was a child, she will get whatever she wants, she is an extremely stubborn girl. Even though I say it's pursuit, I know it has done many things that are difficult to accept. Outsiders looking in will think she's brave in expressing herself, but if you wait a little, you'll realize she always takes you to crowded places to show off, making it awkward for you to refuse. It's too kind of a hot-tempered person like you to be able to endure her.

Listening to an analysis by Shin Junghwan, Dohoon seemed to experience the power of his superior's thinking. Looking back, he saw that he was the one with cerebral palsy. The whole school only paid attention to what was in front of them without realizing Hyerin's plan. Kim Dohoon had long seen the beauty queen's true face, but he did not expose it, letting her do whatever she wanted. . He always acted indifferent, pretended to be careless, always avoided every time his junior sister approached him, just let things happen like that, he thought that sooner or later she would get bored and leave because of the cold. his pale. Half a year later, Kim Dohoon is still being chased by Shin Hyerin and won't let go. He is still patient and ignores her tricks, trying to suppress his hot temper
down.

That confession in the school yard was just reaching his limit. Kim Dohoon lost control and cursed a few times, breaking the girl's heart, and the melon-eating crowd, who didn't know anything, blamed him for being heartless. Shin Junghwan is not like the people out there, he sees the story from both sides and does not follow the crowd and criticize Dohoon.

An indescribable feeling arose in his heart. Until now, people only mentioned him as a spoiled playboy who only knew how to fight all day, no one knew what he was thinking deep down that he imposed on himself. He has the image of a violent student, even to his parents. He also knows how to be sad, how to feel sorry for himself, and how to be hurt by other people's words, but no one is willing to be there to listen and sympathize with him. Over time, negative emotions accumulated more and more, causing him to become rough and easily angry, and everyone who looked at him felt somewhat apprehensive. But Shin Junghwan is different. He does not pay attention to false rumors or his somewhat different appearance but evaluates him. Instead, he looks at the values ​​deep within him and treats him with respect. with him extremely gentle and patient. Kim Dohoon really appreciates that, it's been so long since he felt like his soul was soothed by someone. Suddenly he felt his eyes stinging. Kim Dohoon quickly scooped up mineral water and threw it at his face, pretending to be washing his face, a big man.

I shed tears easily, it's so embarrassing. Shin Junghwan looked at him, thinking that he was a thug.

This is so wet, I don't know why I suddenly have tears in my eyes, I feel so sad when I cry, I'll just try to comfort you with a few words.

- Dohoonie, don't think of yourself as a bad person anymore, and don't care about what other people say, it's not worth it.

Kim Dohoon still didn't answer. The more he comforted him, the more he wanted to cry. He had to keep his face down, not letting the other person see his red eyes.

- You see, people keep praising me as a model student, perfect without any blemishes, that's all for the fun of it, but no one can count exactly how many days I've skipped class.

You... you skip school?

That shocking information made Dohoon uncontrollably ask a question, his voice was choked, just hearing it made him feel pitiful. Shin Junghwan really wanted to see his face right now, but unfortunately his dignity was too high, he was afraid of losing face, just looking at the corners of his red eyes made his heart melt into water. President Shin also had to hold back.

- Heh, a lot, I often come here to play, this place is both safe and peaceful, I don't have to worry about anyone seeing me. But being alone here is so boring, I want to find someone to share it with, but unfortunately I don't have one.

Okay.

- What are you talking about? This school treats you like a god. No need to ask, people will voluntarily follow you.

The more Kim Dohoon tried to hold back, the more Shin Junghwan lost control. He tried to suppress his voice, but it sounded like he was being bullied and felt sorry for himself. The student council president wanted to wipe his tears, rub his colorful hair, and hug him. tried hard to coax.

- Ha, people's hearts are hard to predict, who knows if they will keep their word or not, they swear to each other and then come here to act rashly, this world is always full of liars. Even I, myself, am deceiving my family and this whole school.

- B..but... you called... me.

- You are different from the Dohoonie family, you always stay true to your personality, are a straightforward, free-spirited person who doesn't have to deceive anyone. Whether he was the school's beauty queen or a prestigious lady, he would curse him to his face. If he were someone else, he would definitely bow his head and apologize immediately. That's why I trust you.

- It's really lame, I'm cursing people but you say I'm honest, what a dumb person.

His eyes and nose are all blurry but he's still scolding people, it's really making Shin Junghwan laugh to death, it's just so adorable.

- Hey, the sun is about to set, let's go to the top of the mountain, and I want to show you something.

That evening, there were silhouettes of two teenagers sitting on the top of the mountain. They sat next to each other, watching the sunset together. Behind there is also a wooden house and a small garden. Everything happened like a beautiful dream in the dark life of Shin Junghwan and Kim Dohoon.

Thankyou so much 💞
Chapter8 end