✧﹒ 𝘽𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙, 𝙎𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙏𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨.

Chapter V

(WARNING: this chapter cointains suggestive themes, rough violation and mentions of rape. for those who are victims or who have a weak stomach, please click off/go to the next chapter immediately. for those who are staying, you have been warned. read at your own risk.)

Everything was such a blur
Who was talking to me just now?
I heard a familiar voice despite the loud ringing in my ear. 
It sounded like someone I know…
Kayden?
“I am so glad you’re awake, what happened between you and AJ? Explain to me, please!”
Ringing. 
All I hear is ringing… trying to focus, I just ended up zoning off instead, Is this another dream?... Please don't tell me that girl’s back for more.. I don't want to… I miss Kayden..
“Let go of me…” I whisper weakly.
“I asked you a question. What the hell did that asshole do to you, Keith?!”  He began to yell. 
Ringing.
The ringing got louder. I grip my hair out of frustration. I just want it to all stop. I don't know who’s speaking right now. Please, just stop talking. The ringing is growing louder— and louder…
“Stop! Please!” I begin to yell.
“Why the fuck aren't you answering me?!” 
My mind trailed back to what that man said. "He’s playing with me." "He's using me, he likes it rough."  Why is he yelling at me? What have I ever done wrong? You're annoying, shut up! It's as if there's someone yelling at me inside my head. Getting louder... and louder. I pressed both of my palms against my ears, eyes widening and gritting my teeth in irritation.
“Shut up!”

I ran, running as fast as I could. I was a fool to think running away could silence the ringing. It returned as soon as I felt a shadow seize my arm, gradually tightening its grip around my wrist. I sensed his anger. It was unmistakable. 
“He.. he drugged you didn't he?”
I felt him clenching his fist around my wrist more. 
“Did you sleep with him?” Kayden asked furiously, trying not to tear up. 
Nothing left my lips as I faced my head downwards. 
"Answer me! Did you have sex with him?!" He asked again, this time louder, and crying. 
All I heard was the constant ringing in my ear. Ringing over ringing over ringing. That's until…
The ringing stopped, and I looked back at Kayden. The expression he had on his face is completely different from the one he had just a few seconds ago. I felt like I was seeing three of him… but that smile on his face. The same one he always had everytime we were about to have sex. Is this a dream? Or is this reality? It's gotten so bad I couldn’t even tell. 
The face he makes when he begs for sex. 
I’ll give him what he wants. I'll give him better than that man ever gave him. 
“Keith!” 
I glared at him even more. 
“Fuck me till I pass out… please.”
My eyes widened in surprise. Was this really happening? Was all of this just a fabrication of my mind? Nonetheless, my body just reacted to what sounded like his command. I extended my arm towards him and seized him by his neck. and slammed him against the floor. his loud groan echoed across the room as I tightened my grip, feeling him struggle underneath my hold. Did he actually enjoy this? All I could see was pleasure in his eyes as his eyes rolled to the back of his head, clearly struggling to breathe. 
“Do you want a tip from me, Keith?” 
The man spoke again.
“The rougher you are with him, the better he feels. You want him to feel good, don't you?” 
I hear his voice in the back of my head, lingering like flies. 

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?!” 
I yelled, Well at least I tried to. 
His grip around my throat tightened significantly more as I let out the loud noises of coughing and gagging. The noises echoed around the room. What is he doing?
“A man is much stronger under the influence of drugs, Kayden.” I recalled him telling me. 
He was so weak moments earlier, hell, he’s always been soft-hearted. I guess AJ meant what he said, but why was he attacking me? I felt two of his thumbs press against the center of my neck, making me gasp for air desperately. 
“You like that, don't you?” He mumbled an actual sentence for the first time. 
“Are you out of your damn mind?! Of course I don't! Stop!”  I yelled at him, begging him to stop.
He stayed silent. 
I started to cry as he choked me harder. 
"You're being too noisy. Be quiet."
My eyes widened as he leaned closer to my face. 
"You'll get hurt." He whispers.
He leaned in to kiss me, forcibly pushing his tongue into my mouth. As our mouths met, my vision started to blur. The taste of blood lingers in my mouth… I felt his rough hands grab me by the neck. Pressing and squeezing the life out of it. Telling him to stop won't help at all, I feel like I'm going to die. I coughed into the kiss and tried pulling away. 
"Damn! Keith, don't be too much!"

It was as if my mind shut down, and my body assumed control. Instinctively, my hand moved towards the back of his head, and pushed it against my own as our kiss deepened. 
He pressed underneath my jaw, causing me to choke even further. 
I managed to pull away from him, and he released my neck from his tightening grip. 
I choked on my own breath. 
"Is this revenge for when I beat you up for trying to suck my dick?"
I felt another one of his chilling glares upon me.
"Damn, you're trying to kill me, aren't you, Keith?"
He stood there, looking me up and down like a pervert. I sat up and held his cheek, caressing it gently. He seemed scared of something, but I had no idea what, and I'll continue to have no idea until he tells me what happened between him and AJ. This whole thing is confusing to him just as much as it is to me. 

"Keith, I wont be mad, please tell me the truth." I say, smiling. 
Is he okay? Why is he suddenly less aggressive, was he sober? No— the effects don't fade that quickly. He looks fucked up with all the drugs he was fed. 
"I know what you're doing Kayden. You're always out fucking everyone else but me." 
I stayed silent before letting out a heavy sigh and laying myself down on the ground. 
"What exactly is it that you want? Which hole do you want to thrust in first?" I asked, expecting a flustered reaction from him.
I wanted to test whether he was truly drugged or not. If he was, I needed to gauge his reaction to what I asked him. However, my trail of thought was cut off when he suddenly spoke up. 
"Everytime you speak, the ringing gets louder and louder." 

I was too preoccupied by figuring out what he meant by this "ringing" he spoke of. Could it be another side effect of drugs? I've never experienced it before. 
I was too caught up in my thoughts, until I realized Keith's tip was on my bottom lip, drenched in pre-cum. My eyes shoot wide open. Don't tell me he's gonna do what I think he's gonna do—
"Since you asked so nicely, why don't I show you which hole I want to thrust in first?" He breathes in a seductive tone. 

(warned you)