✧﹒ 𝘽𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙, 𝙎𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙏𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨.

Chapter VI: Dreams and Deceptions

(same warning, read at your own risk.)

I heard him shout as I pounded into his mouth, the loud sound of skin slapping against each other and his moaning echoed across the room.
I heard him struggle. He loved it. After all, the more he struggles, the more he enjoys it. I hear him try to shout "stop" while he bit down on my shaft. I pulled his hair back and leaned into his face.
"Keep trying, Kayden." I say.
I thrust myself into his mouth, thrust after thrust. I believe I felt it hit the back of his throat. I felt him suffocate underneath my hold.
Just like he wants.
I throw my head back, biting my lips as I push it in deeper.
Deeper-deeper as he grabs my thighs to push me away.
Deeper- as he rolls his eyes to the back of his head a second time.
Deeper- as I watch his toes curl in ecstacy.
I'm going to make him feel better than any man has ever made him feel. He'll stay with me then.
Right?

Fuck.
He isn't the same Keith anymore...
He's not the sweetheart I used to be able to stop if he went too far...
This isn't the Keith I once knew.
What is he even talking about? What does he know about my past relationships? He doesn't have the right to assume that I've been fucking around.
Unless AJ...
I felt him thrust even more. The tip touching the back of my throat. And I felt every bit of it.
It hurts... Why was he doing this?
I cried out in pure agony as he pushed deeper, the pain relentless, layering on top of itself. His face showed distress tinged with a hint of concern. If he truly cared, why put us both to this torture? He wasn't stopping, and I don't think he was gonna stop until I passed out. The wound on my stomach is bleeding out too... I don't know how much more of this I can take. Once this is over, im going to beat the fuck out of this guy...
This jerk.

I have to endure it. The Keith I knew would never want to intentionally hurt me this way. This is a new Keith-a new Keith built out of lies, alcohol and drugs. A Keith I wasn't able to control. Boss must've told him to do this, he must just be following his orders.
"Im treating you like absolute shit, and you still let me fuck your mouth senseless. How great." Keith said.
Do I even have another choice? Dumbass.
He pulled himself away from my mouth, and grabbed me by the face.
"Do you know what I want?"
I hear him say as I try to catch my breath. I shake my head no out of genuine curiosity, not saying a word.
"I want your love to be for me, and me only."
What was he on about? What did AJ tell him that made him act this way? I didn't know what to respond with, nothing left my mouth as I opened it. Like I wasn't able to talk. Like he stole my breath.
I hate this... at least I'm supposed to. But something about how rough he's going is-a new experience to me.

"I'm going to give you the best time of your life, the rougher the better, right Kayden?" Keith purrs, nearly tearing my pants off of my legs. I flinch at the cold air touching my bare thighs.
I shivered as an unfamiliar, bone-chilling aura enveloped me, sending chills crawling down my spine. Keith's once warm presence was now coldness, similar to death itself. His body seemed colder than usual too. The mere sight of him... his life and features drained of life, brought tears welling up in my eyes. I couldn't shake off the cold gaze Keith was giving me while I cried. His warmth was almost completely gone, like a fire that's gone out.
What have I done to you?
He cut my trail of thought as he immediately thrust himself inside my mouth . I cry out in pain as he continues to move faster involuntarily. Doesn't he realize by now that I absolutely despise this? Jackass!
He thrusts deeper...
Even deeper, till I felt the tip hit the back of my throat. I gagged at the feeling, my upper lip barely touching the base of his shaft.