𝐇𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐫 𝐃𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐬|𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲

The Party

⚠️DRUG TALK⚠️
As my house started to fill, drinks flowing, music blasting. God I've missed this my house has always been the party house. I walked around catching up with everybody drink in my hand vape in the other until I bumped into someone.

( doing it like this from now on)
Ky: MADDY OMG
Mads: OMG KYYY IVE MISSED YOU
Ky: We need to catch up after the partyyy

We both went our separate ways, I walked into the bathroom to take some coke I had left over from before I went into rehab I took a bump well more like 3.
I walked back into the party over to the kitchen counter where all the alcohol was and poured myself a cup of straight vodka. Straight Vodka was the only thing that could get me drunk since I became addicted to drugs. As I was sipping on my drink dancing to the music I seen a familiar face on the couch. It was Ash so I decided to walk over and talk to him. If I wasn't drunk or high I would never have the confidence to do this but you know what Fuck it!

Ky: Ash Hey, what are you doing here?
Ash: Dealing? What does it like?
Ky: Makes sense, Business doing good?
Ash: yeah yeah whatever
Ky: Well I guess I'll just leave you to it then and get back to my party
Ash: This your party your like 16, how do you have your own house?

My face went blank, Everytime the accident gets mentioned or how I live alone I forget how to talk or move.
Ky: Er erm sorry I got to go I think somebody called me
I felt a tug on my arm as I tried to walk away, Ash guided me to another room and sat me down. I didn't expect this from him, he had a worried look on his face I know I've only known him for a few hours but I'm a good judge of character especially after having no father figure to defend me so I've had to do it myself. I don't cry in front of anyone not even my friends I always have this tough look on me but deep deep down I'm so emotional but since the drugs and accident it's nearly impossible to see that.

Ash: Ky you look like you need a second so I'll just sit here with you, We can sit in silence or you can talk about it completely up to you.

I just sat in silence I wanted to open up but my body wouldn't let me, I could feel the drugs wearing off, my body itching for more so I took out my white baggy and made some bumps, I then snorted the lines offering Ash some but he declined. Ash could tell I was an addict I mean it's so obvious especially when he sees them all day everyday. Fez then walked in looking for ash and seen the situation

Fez: Hey Ash I'm heading out you coming?
Ash: yeah bro I'm coming.
Fez: Ky you can come with us you don't look like you should be alone.

I nodded and got up with them
First of course I said bye to everyone and gave the girls my keys so they could stay at mine. I didn't care about the state of my house, it's always a state anyway so I really couldn't give any less fucks if I tried.

Then 10 minutes later I was in the car outside their house, As I walked to the door a shiver ran through my body knowing what I needed but I felt to awkward to ask since I forgot my baggy at home, I then remembered I still had the pills from this morning so as I walked in and sat down I got the baggy with them in out.

Ky: Yo fez can I have some vodka if you got any?
Fez: Course help yourself
Ky: Thanks Fez

I then stumbled to the kitchen grabbing myself a cup and the big bottle of vodka pouring a hefty glass I felt the eyes burning through my head but I didn't care I just needed to take those pills. As I took 3 pills out the bag I heard

Ash (whispers): should she really be taking those fez?
Fez just shrugged as I turned around and said 'You would to if you had any idea what I have going on'
They both just looked at eachother shocked as I walked and sat back down I felt a little bad for snapping but their in no state to judge me if they even are but I couldn't care.

They could tell I was fucked with my head swaying side to side but didn't say anything as they could tell there was a reason.
Fez: Ky you'll have to sleep in Ash's room as Faye is sleeping on the couch
Ash: Fuck sake man seriously
Fez: Ash shut tf up man just get on with it.
Ky: Where's the room then
Fez pointed as I walked over to the room as I entered I realised I have no clothes so I just sat on the end of the bed until Ash came through
Ky: Sorry but I have no clothes to sleep in
Ash then walked to his wardrobe and threw clothes at me to change into. I thanked him and walked to the bathroom to change as I came back in I seen Ash getting stuff to sleep on the floor with.
Ky: No you can sleep on the bed I'll sleep on the floor, or we can sleep on the bed together up to you
Ash: Just sleep on the bed I'll take the floor.
Ky: No Ash get on the bed we can share.
Ash: If you say so

Ash then gave me you could say a sympathetic look.

Ky: Why you staring at me like that?

A/N
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