𝐇𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐫 𝐃𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐬|𝐀𝐬𝐡𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲

Opening up

⚠️DRUGS AND ABUSE⚠️

Ash: I can just tell somethings bothering you
I froze, nobodys ever been able to read me like a book before, Its scary having someone just look at you and can tell your not okay so i done what first came to my head and ran out. Well i tried to atleast i got as far as the kitchen counter before fez leaped over the couch blocking the door. Ash didnt follow me? I wasnt surprised to be honest but fez he seemed like he really did care so we sat down and i began opening up to him about ny past
Fez: Hey kid whats going on, did ash do something?
Ky: No No No
Fez: Cmon kid talk to me come here sit down

then before i knew i was breaking down crying in his arms as much as i wanted to stop i couldnt and just started blabbing a bunch of shit about my past

Ky: One day i had a family not a good one but a family then the next cops at my door saying i lost it all i dont remeber much from then since i found my new life, drugs. My dad abused me mentally and physically but i loved him he was my dad, my mum an alcoholic she was driving the car when it crashed obviously drunk. Nobody even bothered to help me only Rues mom but she had rue to deal with so im by myself carrying the loss of my parents, abuse trauma and a drug addiction. Im sorry i shouldnt be dumping all this on you ill just go thanks though.
Fez: woah ky your not leaving im sorry that hardcore shit happened to you, youll always have a place here, now wanna spark up a blunt?
Ky: is that even a question of course i do!

Then we just sat smoking and talking bout random shit. It was nice to let it all out and have a sense of normality again, feels like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders.  soon enough i fell asleep on the couch
The next morning i woke up still a bit drunk forgetting a lot of the night before but i sat up and seen Ash staring at me from the couch across from me.

Ky: Can you stop staring at me Ash
Ash: Your the one passed out on my couch bro
Ky: Whatever can i just buy some coke then?
Ash: Yeah Yeah 50 bucks then
I reached into my bra and got a 50$ note sliding it onto the table
Ky: There

Ash then slid the coke across the table, i quickly grabbed it making lines and taking them offering him some but he just shaked his head no

Ash: i heard you and fezs conversation last night
I looked at him shaken like someone just punched me in the stomach
Ky: Oh im sorry you shouldnt have heard that
Ash: Well im sorry that happened, you always have me and fez Ky

I was shocked Ash was being nice but it felt nice knowing he cared. Am i catching feelings for Ash?

A/N
Sorry its short, had a busy day ♡︎