Nakaupo ako sa di kalayuan habang tanaw ang bahay nila. Naramdaman ko nanaman muli ang pagtulo ng mga luha ko. I miss her, I really do miss her. It's been a year since I last saw her, my name was blacklisted kaya bawal akong pumasok sa ward niya.
While sipping the juice I bought earlier, I saw their gate opening. Kaya dali dali akong tumayo at nagtago sa likod ng malaking puno. Lumabas ang kaniyang sasakyan.
"Red" singhap ko nang makita ang mukha niya. Sumunod ang tingin ko dito hanggang sa makalabas siya ng subdivision.
She look so happy.
I know those eyes, I guess she's already seeing someone.
I prayed for this, so I should be happy right?
Dapat masaya ako, dapat masaya ako na okay na siya ulit, na she's living her life again.
Pero bakit ang sakit? na kahit gusto kong tanggapan pero parang hindi ko kaya.
I wipe the remaining tears in my eyes, inayos ko ang sarili at naglakad papunta sa aking sasakyan.
I saw Viny's number pop on my screen, she's been calling me multiple times already.
"Papunta na" I told her.
"I thought mang go-ghost kananaman ulit, anyway, R%&#$------ here"
"My signal is not good, choppy ka"
"ang sabi ko, R%&#$----- will be coming here" ulit niya.
"Hindi nga maayos ang signal, I'll call you later" I ended the call.
It's always Viny's and her unending party, I cut my contact with them last year. It's not that I didn't want to be friends with them, but rather, I just want some time alone. Alam kong naiintindihan nila kung bakit ko nagawa 'yon.
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She's Red - (Rainbow, The Series #1)
RomanceHave you ever wondered how, why, and when did all the changes started? I once believe that loving someone could save you from all the miseries in life, but I never thought that it would become the cause of my greatest misery. As I am kneeling down...