Can I Trust You? { COMPLETED }

Is it True?

NICKI POV

I just landed in Houston. I didn't get no sleep last night.
I really wanted to be blowing that bitch phone up and giving her a piece of my damn mind. But I decided against it. I told Mama T to not tell Beyoncé that she spoke with me at all. I wanted to give Beyoncé the benefit of the doubt and see if she will tell me once I get back.

Me and Mia are currently in the elevator. Once I seen the doors opening to her apartment I took a deep breath. This is where my acting skills that I had to do in high school kick in.

The doors open and Mia took off running into the apartment screaming " BB BB IM BACK WHERE ARE YOU ? ". I rolled my eyes cause it's literally fuck Beyoncé right now but I'm going to play nice.

I finally see Beyoncé and Mia hugging each other to death.

" Hey baby " she brought me into a hug and boy did I miss her so much. I put my hand on her face and started kissing her.

I know what y'all saying you supposed to be upset about why she wasn't responding to any of the calls & text messages but all that went out the window when I seen my baby. I'm still going to handle her ass.

" Someone missed me " she said while trying to break the kiss.

" I did miss you, felt like a whole month without you. " I said looking around the apartment. " What you been doing since I've been gone? " tell me the truth.

" Nothing just been working and starving since my chef wanted to go cook for everybody else but me ".

I was pissed because clearly she's keeping what I already know away from me as if nothing is going on. I was disappointed in her. She knew about my past. She knew why I don't trust easily. She knew that lying to me wasn't even an option in this relationship but here we are lying.

Fuck the playing dumb role. I'm over giving people the benefit of the doubt because now it's time to stand up and protect myself.

" Mia baby go upstairs to your room & watch your iPad with your headphones on please ? " I kissed her forehead and watched her leave.

" Beyoncé I'm going to ask you this one time & one time only. Why did you think it was okay to go all day yesterday without a single text, a call or anything? Why did you think it was okay to just sit in my face just now and lie to me about your whereabouts since I been gone? You think I'm some dumb bitch? You possibly got a baby on the way and decided to just keep that away from me? " I said not even realizing I had let some tears drop.

" Baby no let me ... "

"Beyoncé fuck you. You don't get to explain anything I already gave you that when I tried to walk you into telling me the truth when I first got here. You speak so much about wanting to live the rest of your life with me. Wanting me to be the future Mrs. Minaj-Knowles but you sat in my face lying. You know what being with someone who constantly lies does to me. I told you about all of that. Why can't you just tell me the truth without me even having to ask? I thought you loved me? "

" Baby, I'm sorry for not telling you. I just didn't want to tell about me possibly having a baby and then it turns out that it's not mine and then that fuck with our relationship all for nothing. I didn't respond or talk to you yesterday because I was trying to figure out how did I even allow myself to get in a situation like this. I needed time to myself "

" I understand you need time to yourself and needed to clear your head but you could've at least just said that. Communication goes a long way. Something so simple as a conversation can make or break our relationship. I don't care if it's a 10% chance or 99.9% chance that you're having a baby. You're in a relationship with me. I want to know it all from beginning to end cause it's not longer just effecting you it's also effecting me. Is it true is the baby yours?

" You're right and I'm sorry baby. I went over her house yesterday because I needed to talk to her in person. She was in my phone doing way too much at 9 in the morning threatening me and we spent the whole time arguing that we didn't even go take the DNA test. "

I was hearing her but I wasn't hearing her. I don't know what to believe or what not to believe anymore. I needed proof of everything now.

I stood up and called Mia downstairs.

" Baby, where you going ? " She said with her eyes watering. " please don't go "

she grabbed my hand. I snatched it back.

" Why can't you just not fuck up Bey? I just be wanting you to realize that being with me isn't just something anybody can do. You ignored me. You lied. And you kept something from me that should've been the first thing you said when you seen me. You were going to act like you didn't just get news delivered to you that could change your life forever until you had proof that that news were correct. I don't respect that and you don't respect me. I love you but I won't be nobody fool. I'll call you later " I kissed her cheek and left.

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What are we thinking ?

Beyoncé not telling Nicki about her possible " baby " on the way?

Is Nicki over exaggerating?

Should Nicki be upset?

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