LETTER

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To, UNKNOWN

Hey there, It's me an awful friend. I am writing this letter to you to apologise to you from the deepest core of my heart. I am a sinful person for hurting an innocent person, but- UNINTENTIONALLY and UNKNOWINGLY.

Even though we were friends on good terms, once upon a time...now I made it so hard for you to even breathe in my presence, I am so sorry for the awkwardness.

I came near you and saw your smile fading away...your happiness turned into a garden of hatred and pain. You ran away from that place in search of some non-toxic area... Yes, I was the 'toxicity' which made you run away. I understand, I understand your pain, your every reason behind the hate.

I hope the wound caused by me, heals gradually. I am sorry for never being able to be a comfort friend, good friend, not even a person with whom you have least good memories. I am not any one of them, but I cherish those moments when our group was on outings, I really enjoyed and had fun back then. Those times are a part of my best memories and I hope that it's at least a memory for you guys too.

Please don't forget the past we've shared...please.

I don't know whether you will ever try to understand my pov from the incident or not, but I just hope for one thing always and forever that you guys will ever forgive me for the pain I've given to you, UNINTENTIONALLY.

Please don't think of me as a jerk,
I'm not...

Please don't hate me for the fault of others, please I beg...

I can live with the grief of losing my friends. I can see them being happy from afar but I can't even breathe with the thought of my friends hating me for something which I didn't even want to cause.

It's hard for me to ask for you forgiveness more. And I am ending this letter here. I forever wish for your group's happiness and well being.

Be the luckiest people alive in your life and if possible, than please try to forget everything.

From - UNKNOWN.

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