While overcoming all the hard-ships of life, I have come across many wars. But never felt in this way.
This is the only place where I can open up myself and speak about how I actually feel through my words, so I am gonna share this story here too.
I feel like I am a journalist rather than a writer. Journaling my own life.
It's been 2month since this thing happened, now the date is June 1st, 2024.
I felt horrible when I first got to hear that an innocent person got beaten up miserably because of me. It felt and it still feels like I am the worst person in my world. I regret taking the decision. I regret my habit of oversharing even the smallest thing to anybody.
Well,things which I am writing here is definitely not clear cause I can't write entirely everything because it's life, and feelings can't be exhibited through a screen.
But the person who got hurt because of my over-sharing character. Trust me, if you ever read this, I never intended to hurt you, NEVER. I respected your feelings more than anything, your esteem is something which I cared for too. Your ego was my pride too.
Don't get me wrong, it wasn't a slip of tongue I know but neither it was a kerosene to buring fire. I would have kept quiet if I knew the future, I swear. I respected our friendship, then how can I ever think of hurting you?
Avoid me all you can, but please, if you ever get time than put yourself in my shoes. You will definitely understand me.
...I am sorry' for even coming into your life..
You did enough for me, can you please let me pay back?
I can cry blood to prove myself right.
Would you let a nobody ruin our friendship this easily?
Was this even a friendship? For me it was and it is. Please let me know your answer too.
Be happy with the people around you, they love you the most, they care for you.
Your parents who are the best mentor of your life, your guardian angels.
Your friends, the circus clowns and partners in crime people.
And your girlfriend is so pretty and kind, love her till the end of eternity.
Forgive and forget about my existence , If that's what makes you happy..
Keep loving yourself, always take care. Bye!
