complicated love

chapter 43

Hm slowly open her eyes.she found she lay on her bedroom.she have some scratches on her hand.nothing serious she just sat there and try to remember something.

    Tabhi uski nazar parti hain uske balcony pe jaha jhule mein koi baitha hua hain .unki ek jhalak mein hi pehchan gayi haseena .kya woh galat dekh rahi hain Nehi Nehi woh wohi hain hm dourke us insan ke pash pouch jati hai.

Woh insaan hm ko dekhkar ek mithi si hasi dekhar kehti hain,"hasi itni excitement hai humse mlineka "

Hm just nodded and started crying.woh insan hm ko bolti hain,"are humari sherni ki akho mein Ashu . bilkul achchi baat Nehi hai aiye idhar ake bathiye jaan ".

Hm Jake uske pass baithi hai aur kehti,"ap kaha chale Gaye thain kishu .sab keh rahe thain ap humse bohot dur chale gaye hain .sab bure Hain koi humse pyar Nehi karta "

She complained to her kishu like toddler.ks smile at her inocent face then she said to her with a sad smile,"humse move on kar jaiye haseena.ap agar khudko maf karke age Nehi baregi hum idhar se kahi Nehi ja payenge."

Hm,"kya matlab kaha jayenge ap .humne galti kiya hain hum khudko maf bhi kardenge par ap kidhar jayenge hmm bataiye?"

Ks reply to her with same expression,"jaan humein abhi Jana hain apne Amma bauji ke pas woh humara intezar kar Rahe hai".

Hm,"pa kishu apka Amma bauji toh.....
She face reality the reality she denied the reality she don't want face .but this reality came from ks mouth that yes she is no more .

Hm crying like a mad person.she broken like a pieces . seeing her condition ks sat infornt of her .

Ks,"jaan akh pochiye .hum Nehi inko pouchne ke liye ."

Hm just want to hug her but ks body being like a air she can't hug she can't touch her love .she can't feel the warmth.

Ks,"jaan hum jante Hain yeh situation apke liye bohot tough hain par jaan agar ap Tut gayi toh amma ka kya jaan woh kiske sahare jiyenge bataiye na .humne toh apke sahare humare amma ko chor aye Thain aur ap hi itne kamjor hogaye ".

Hm reply her with cracking voice,"hu...um ne..hi hai...strong ....aur humein....Nehi Ban....na .... strong ap..ap hu....mare pas...ss aja...iye...

Ks,"jaan khudko sambhaliye hum jante Hain ap kis takleef se guzar rahe hai.pata hain jaan jab humko ye case Mila tha toh humein pata tha hum Zinda lotke Nehi ayenge par phirbi hum strong thain pata hain kyun?kyunki humein pata hain humare bad sabkuch sambhalne wali humari sherni jo hain .par apka ye halat dekhke humein bilkul achcha Nehi lag raha jaan .humein humari sho haseena mallik loutake dijiye humein humari biwi haseena Karishma Singh louta dijiye jo har ek tufan ka dat ke samna karti hai.kya woh humein de payenge?"

Hm stay here without speech.she can't answer her questions .she don't how to respond this.

Ks,"jaan ap humare liye jiyenge na .humari khwab ke liye humari amma aur ammi ke liye banegi na unka dhal .humari cheetah ke liye Jo dikhta toh giraffe jaisa hai par Dil ka bachcha hai hmm .ap banegi na humari Santu ki bhabi maa bataiye na .humare yaad aur hum apke andar hi hain jaan  .uska khyal rakhegi na ".

Hm Just staring at her with love and respect.yes she has live for them for her family for country and most importantly for her love .she can't disappoint her .she can't let her down she gonna be strong for all of them .she positively nodded to her .her answer make ks smile no not a sad smile but a geniune smile.she stared disappear from there .hm just control herself for not getting weak again.

Four years later
Hm just shouted at someone name .and searching for the person.nm just came out from her room and say to her,"kya hua tujhe itna subah subah chilla kyun Rahi hai ha".