mon tomar [on hold]

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 #𝟏

I'm looking at myself in mirror I'm abt to be groom.

it my wedding with someone I don't love, I don't know will this wedding change my life or make it worse.

will I ruin a girl life but there is option like divorce, society gonna make her life hard. If i do that.

I can't hurt my mother I already hurt her a lot bc of past, i can't hurt someone i love the most so I'm gonna marry and give this marrige a chance.

Adam bhai auntie is calling you a cousin of mine said.

"say them i'm coming." I said in a calm tone while looking at mirror and though to myself I may not regret.

Someone knocked and said may I come as I look it was adil.

"Come in and you don't need to ask." I said as I stand up

"Maybe." he said in his usual cold tone he was grumpy from childhood.

I cut all bonds with everyone without adil. in past I know I hurt him a lot now only I can regret, the friendship no large like it use to be.

"Are you sure?" Adil said as there was sense of concern.

"I mean are you sure abt the nikkah bc I said you that zara loves you and that's why she broke up with judan years ago." Adil said.

"If she want to come she would had come three years ago." I said with a little sadness in my tone

"Bc of her I can't hurt ma more she didn't came as I wait really long." I said and he nodded.

"Let's go the nikkah is abt to start." Adil said as we went out of room

and we went to the hall and I went, I set in the grooms chair.

from there i can see the mix of colour, laugh, joy every thing everyone seen happy.

Not too much ppl was invited only closed ppl but they was a lot, they was also here.

Judan mom and dad bc they are really close ppl of my parents, childhood friends and family friends.

And auntie is my mom best friend I don't know how judan react after he know I was getting married.

i force smile which was fake as time past. I become grumpy and cold, in past I use to be a sunshine person when I look at myself now I can't recognise who am I, I don't see that adam i use to know.

Now I'm waiting the 'bride to be' to make her entrance.

I don't know much abt her I just know her name and she come from a normal family.

She was a young woman she was pretty she had black eyes as like the night but it kinda shine.

Maybe she is happy but I have fear it won't last.

She was wearing a red legenga the rich hues of gold and crimson adorned the fabric. She wore with a red hijab as she cover her neck goodly, she was wrapped with gold in all those yet she seen modest.

She come and sit in front of me, the room went silent and the nasheed start to begin in the background.

It was the time.

"A'salamualaykum. Marriage
commitment. It's a big big thing. However it is magnificent. The beauty of marriage is inexplainable.

To have two people love each other for the Sake of Allah is beautiful.

Marriage completes half of your deen! And today we have Two young people who are willing to accept the commitments that come when marrying."

"Adam siddique Son of azaan siddique do you accept shamiya khan as your spouse?"

"Say qabool hai." iman said giving me a smile.

"Qabool hai."
"Qabool hai."
"Qabool hai."

As I said but my thoughts was feel with her, her smile the way she look at me, the way she talk.

No adam come out of this, she is gone she has chose judan.

But what if she come back and says she love me what if.

"Shamiya khan Daughter of kareem khan, do you accept adam siddique as your husband?"

"Say qabool hai." as the iman said with a soft sweet tone with a smile.

"Qabool hai."
"Qabool hai."
"Qabool hai."

As she said qabool hai my heart beats got faster, She has said now no going back.

"Ma Sha Allah! May Allah bring Baraqah
upon this marriage. May Allah grant you
with children and bless you both with happiness! Ameen."

Everyone repeated amen in sync, we all proceeded to raise our hands and the imam starts the Duaa.

It was done. We signed the papers. Finished our prayers.

The nikkah has end.

And a new chapter of life has begin.

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