The Reunion

8

Today I was going to be going to my very first interview without Harry since we came out. I was a bit nervous, but after my husband gave one of his lovely virtual hugs and sweet words of comfort, the nervousness washed away. I was able to muster up just enough courage and leave the house. Even though I wished for something different, who really cares for that?

I sat down in the chair that was offered to me and when the cameras started rolling, the guy did a normal introduction and he then introduced me. I thanked him again for having me and he was grateful to be having me here.

"So Mr. Styles, since the reunion happened, does this mean that you will no longer be making music of your own?" He asked first and I shook my head. "No. I'm sure that the others aren't stopping either, but to reassure our fans out there, I am not going to stop making my own music just because of the reunion. There are still things that I would like to share with the world and get off of my chest, and I highly believe that it would be best for me to have that for myself and not for the band as a whole," I said to him with pure honesty.

"Okay. Now that the world is no stranger to your husband Harry, can you confirm if there are going to be any collabs with your husband in the near future?" He then asked and I looked off, thought about it for a moment, and I then looked at him again. "100%. We have talked about this many times before and we did want that for ourselves, but of course we wanted to be out before we release anything together. We want that for us and it's like a good way for us to express how our story and our life has been like. Now when? I can't clarify, but I can see us working on something like that pretty soon," I said to him and he smiled.

"And now that we are talking about your husband, then I think it would be best to come clean with a few things. Now you don't have to say anything if you are truly going through anything danger-" "And that is where I would like to cut you off," I said and was looking rather irritated I'm sure. I took a deep sigh and just shook my head.

"Now the fact that so many people want to spread some pretty nasty shit about my husband makes me utterly sick. It frustrated me and it pisses me off honestly. My husband would not even harm a fly if it landed on him. He would spread so much positivity no matter how negative the person is being to him. Which is one of the many things that I truly love about him. He is all about positivity and being kind to others that is truly admirable. To which I would like to clarify that him forcing me to do anything or having me be manipulated into being with him is not something that is in his nature," I clarified, but I was not done.

"Firstly, after I discovered my sexuality and my need to be with him, I asked him to be my boyfriend. I did that. Not him. Secondly we are religious when it comes to consent. We would ask all of the time if the other is okay with something. Whether it was just holding hands to kissing, or making love. We were no stranger to asking the other if they were okay with it. We truly do love each other and there was not falter in any of it." "Even when you had your first kid?" He asked and I was only getting a bit more upset.

"Not even when I had my son. Now I will not lie, it put a hault in our relationship, but we worked on it and we were able to grow from it. Harry was upset, but he never in a million years would put his hands on me. We just sat down and talked about it. We had to take a lot of marriage counseling, but Harry did forgive me and we grew over that within time. No matter how much tension was held between us at that time, Harry adapted quickly and became such an amazing stepfather to him. To which I would reiterate how much of a positive soul he has."

I shook my head and rolled my eyes. "Like people honestly believe that I'm getting abused. That itself is so crazy to even bring into my head. I look at him with so much love and sincerity and he would look at me with the same energy. I mean shit mate, before we came out, our fans would point that out like as if it was fucking Oprah Winfery. Why would I look at him like that if I was getting abused? Also, I wouldn't have asked him to be my lover in the first place if I sensed a bad vibe coming from him. I wouldn't be his husband, because we would have never been together in the first place. I seriously cannot stress this enough... My husband is the sweetest and the most kindest guy that I have ever met and I love him like fucking crazy," I expressed and just shook my head.