I sat in the corner of the landing hugging knee's unable to stop the tears. I sat there for about ten minutes until I was ok enough to drive. I walked out the school and saw my bestfriend sitting on the hood of my car, I ran and hugged him as tight as possible.
"Josh, I need you." I whispered to him. It feels so real even though i know its not. But for right now nothing matters because i know his body is gone but his spirit is always with me.
"I know, I miss you so much! I'm so sorry i had to leave but im back now and so is the Angel I knew and loved." The Angle I knew echoed in my head...was that guy i flew into josh, No! Not possible!
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"No I guess not because the Angel I knew would have remembered me." He storms out of the school and runs.
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"Get away!!"
"Ang-"
"No! Get away! Your not Josh! Josh is dead! YOUR NOT HERE!" I screamed and cried as Josh slowly faded away.
I got in my car and heard the engine roar. I wanted to die. I drove as fast as I possibly could, tears streamimg down my face. I was going to Josh's grave. It was about a half an hour away. A deer suddenly ran infront of my car and i swerved into a ditch. The car flipped over, I saw everything thats happened in my life flash before me, when me and josh became bestfriends, when April was adoped, josh kissing me, josh telling me he loves me,Josh killing himself, and i can see Josh reaching out for me. I try to crawl out of my car, everythings blury and going dark, the last thing I see is the guy that I flew into this morning running over to me.
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This all happened at like 10:00am and now its like 8:00pm now sooooo yeah 10 hours later!
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I start to open my eye's, I'm so tired and I don't know why. I look around thinking I'm at home but I don't see my purple and white striped walls. i dont see my computer over in the coner on my desk with pictures of me and Josh and pictures of me and April. I don't see my window with josh and april and even my other friend, Mae's writing on it. I also am not in my bed with my covers or in my PJ's. Instead I see plain boring white walls, ick. I see a flat screen TV with nothing on, eh i kinda like that i don't have a TV in my apartment. Theres boring white blankets over my legs and waist and i'm wearing a bluegown, a gown?! Oh heck to the no! And, Is my a*s hanging out?! While i'm freaking out about what im wearing and everything the same guy from this morning walks in and says "Great your awake!"
"Ah! Why are you here?! who are you?! how di you knew I crashed?! Why did you say and I quote-"
"Will you shut up?! Just be greatful i saved your a*s!"
saved my a*s?! H*ll no! So i continue to freak out and try to find my clothes.
"where the fluff are my clothes and please tell me who the fluff you are!?" I scream at him. He grins and sits down to sip his coffee, gosh he reminds me of Josh.
"Your clothes are a tad bit on the bloody side so I'll go get you some clothes, do you still have any clothes at your Mom's house?" The random person asks/tells me. He puts his jacket on and grads his keys then stares at me for an answer as if he didnt just ask me a very creepy question.
"WHO THE F*CK ARE YOU?!" I scream at him.
"Angel just relax it's ok! I'll go get you clothes be back in a bit, WAIT! I'll go buy you some new clothes uhm Victoria secrets panties, pink sweat-pants, size 28 B bra, and a Old Navy baseball tee size medium?"
"Uh yeah..." Only Josh and April knows this. Josh was the only one who would go put an buy me stuff when I was upset and fortuanly my cup size has not changed witch is kinda weird. but I watched him walk out of the hospital as i layed there and let him go but me stuff it felt nice.
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Don't Let Me Fall
AdventureAngel is an average beautiful girl. She has long straight blonde hair and loves her music. She always wears baseball tee's and skinnie jeans. Her bestfriend, josh killed himself when he was 14. Josh was Angels bestfriend from age 4. They started dat...