y/ns POV:
i stand at the bus stop waiting for the bus. i could see tom staring from his bedroom window, looking at me. i hoped that Max, Joey, and James wouldnt appear out of now where. (their her bullies) i keep my head low as i sweat from the sun and the hot weather.
i wore a sweatshirt from Toms closet to cover up my sh scars. i could see Tom staring at me from the corner of my eye.
i feel my phone ringing in my pocket. i look at the caller id and see Tom was calling. "why is he calling me right now?" i think to myself.
i answer it with a "yes?"
i hear him speak after a moment. "baby...i forgot to tell you, if anybody bothers you or messes with you just call me and ill pick you up. alright meine leibe?"
i sigh and reply with: "okay..i will, dont worry.."
i could hear the worry and sadness in his voice "did you take the razor with you?"
i didnt answer...because i did...
"meine leibe.." i hear him start, "didnt we talk about this? i dont want you hurting yourself. what if you cut too much and start bleeding uncontrollably to the point you lose so much blood and pass out...i could lose you, baby.."
"im sorry..." i reply
"its fine, baby...just please dont use it..." i hear him speak
i nod as i reply "okay...bye.."
"bye..i lov-" i hang up as he says that...
i felt guilty for taking my stress out at him so much...i shouldnt be treating him like this while he treats me like an angel..."im sorry Tom" i say in my head...
okay guys, there is 2 parts to this chapter. ill try to make the other part later today if not tomorrow
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Romancey/n is dating Tom Kaulitz. she has had a very rough childhood. her mom did suicide, and her dad just dosent care about her. but she met Tom. he was a very kind, overprotective, clingy bf. but she loved him...but y/n is very depressed.
