the mafia's charm

MAKING GOOD MEMORIES

I was happy that i was going back to school , father allowed me to go back to school and i was feeling like i'm the most happiest person in the whole damn world. i was so happy and i was jumping and dancing in room while getting changed. 

soon i went downstairs  and went to car amd the car drove off to school 

as the car parked in the school main entrance i ran inside the school happily and went in my class 

everything was back as it was and everything was good.

i felt like i got a new family in korea i started accepting jaewoo as my family and korea as my home town country , korea is now my homeland and jaewoo is my father i started to get along with them and all the people in korea. i learnt korean and it's culture. 

i and jaewoo always spent time together , watched move , enjoyed cherry blossom, ate ice cream , played in park, bed time stories. 

bed time stories were my favorite part of my childhood.. in these spam of time me and jaewoo always makes fun of each other and always had fun with eachother he was like my everything even he killed my mum and dad i felt something inside my heart that he was something mine. A parent a lovely guardian , he was being responsible , caring and everything that a parent could do for his child he was completing the empty place of my late parents and i let him do so, i stopped hurting him by saying he is a killer in fact i started accepting him and his love for me. 

i felt something like family , he was a family even he is a killer i was ready to accept him as my dad and mum both he filled the empty space of my late parents and never looked down on me always stayed by my side , he never minded the taunt's his family or friends gave him to raise me. he never mind them instead he enjoyed his time with me and i enjoyed my time with him. 

It was like a beautiful nightmare , a nightmare i never wanted to get end , a life i never wanted to get a full stop on , a life i always wanted to be with him , a life where i wanted him to be my dad . 

i remember the cherry blossom we watched with each other i was playing under the cherry blossom tree and he was clicking my picture and shouting "isuuu smile for the camera" i remember how good that was the day. i was laughing and smiling and i also noticed how a drop of tear escaped from his eyes watching me happy and playing around. he was also smiling and happily playing with me. 

i never wanted to get this done i never wanted this life to get an end i wanted to live with him always and forever he was something mine.