𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐏𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐎𝐟 𝐄𝐮𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚

08.

Z I N A A Y A T

So, finally today has come. Me and he, we both are going out together. Oh My God. It's our second time going out together, 1st time when we went out we are like 15, 18 and that time after so many insist he agreed. I don't know what's wrong with him, after 3 years of our perfect friendship suddenly he stopped talking to me I don't even know why.

And you know what? That was time I started adapting more feelings for him. And when I was 16 I realized that I fall in love with him.

People will think it's nothing when the time will pass, the feeling will disappear but it never happened and also I'm not the one who thinks about people. They can go and fuck themselves.

After 3 years of our friendship, it was like he wanted to made space with me, he sometimes gives me his cold aura and wanted to made me scare. But I'm not Let Myself Feel Scared.

Even his cold aura made myself more fall for him.
You can call me a psycho but it's true.

I did so much efforts everyday to made him talk to myself, get on his nerves also but this man was just ignoring me. I think that day, 'If he don't want this friendship anymore then I will make it a relationship.' And I tried to approach him but got scared everytime.

That time he don't give me massages, only he gives it when I send something. Not just this sometimes this handsome fucker left me on seen. Aghh, forget zina now he is started talking to you again.

Yes, he is. After freaking 2.5 year he again started talking to me, but now it's feel different actually. Not in a bad way but good way. His graduarts towards me is different now.

And I like it.

Anyway, today I have so many opportunities. No, still I won't confess to him but yeah I'll get on his nerves and do whatever I want because in this two and half years he irritate me, also kind of hurt me so I'll do it to. No not hurt but irritate.

That time I used to get on his nerves, now I'll do that too.

It's 7:30 now, I just take a shower did my morning skin care. I rapped myself with a towel and tug the edge below my chest area and I stride towards my closest. What should I wear today? Umm... after thinking like 23 minutes I took out a crimson red tank top, a brown jacket. It's late August and almost starting of September so it's not cold outside but if it is I'll not gonna wear a overcoat.

I'm chubby and when I wore overcoats I look like a panda. I can't look like this in front of him. No ways.

I took out a baggy brown pants which has small slit on lower. It's perfect combination now.