Jane stood, perfectly still, facing him for a good second.
"What did you say?"
"I am at the mercy of things, I need a wife. I want you," he answered incoherently.
"Why do you want me?"
"Because you are able and quiet, because you're work atmosphere, because you are the kind I need."
"You know nothing about me, Mr. Paxton," she said quietly.
"Are you married?"
"No. I mean you know nothing about my thoughts, my interests, my views of life."
"I don't care what your views of life are. I know you don't talk about them all the time. I've known you for five years, and I ask you to marry me."
"You think I can protect you from the other women; is that it?"
"I didn't mean to say——"
"Let us be quite frank about it."
"That's partly it," he admitted. "How can I get anything done——"
"You think I could make you comfortable? Look after the studio, attend to the meals and other details which annoy you."
"You're used to doing that," he said.
"Quite so. And what am I to get out of this bargain, Mr. Paxton?"
He stared at her a second.
"Marrying me is not exactly a step down for you, socially," he said.
"That does not interest me especially, but I admit it. Is there anything else?"
"It would mean freedom from work, it would mean that you would have a home and be supported. It would mean leisure, and a chance to improve yourself. I think it would be a mighty good thing for you."
She smiled her disconcerting smile.
"You are taking a risk. You don't know me at all. What you want is a dumb wife, and, if you remember the play, she was not at all a comfortable possession."
"I'm taking no greater risk than you are."
"Oh, yes. I know you. I've studied you, off and on, for five years. You have barely looked at me. Think of Mrs. Abercrombie Brendon and Miss Morton. Would you be apologetic for me with them?"
"Not a bit. I saw you handle them at the pageant."
"And the studio crowd? Remember I've been a sort of servant to them."
"They're all good sports. They all know you, and what you are. We can count on them."
"I have no family. Have you any relations?"
"No."
"I think we ought to face all the possibilities."
Jerry felt a trifle uncomfortable. If he had counted on any "King Cophetua and the Beggar Maid" scene, it had not worked out at all. He seemed to be defending himself to Jane, while she conducted the interview.
"You don't dislike me, do you?" he asked.
"No. But I think we would better keep sentiment out of the matter, don't you? It is, after all, a business arrangement, of so much for so much."
"I thought maybe you were hurt because I did not protest some affection for you."
"Oh, not at all."
"I'm afraid I've done it very badly."
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Don't Pick Me
Ficción GeneralDo you need romantic love to be married, can intellectual love without physical attraction be enough?