Electrify myself~

Chapter 1#

don't get mad.
don't get mad.
don't get mad.
don't get mad.
don't get mad.
don't get mad.
don't get mad.
don't get mad.
don't get mad.
DON'T GET MAD.
The girl infront of me starts screaming.
8 eyes looking at me.
4 walls coming closer.
1 World about to blow.
She has a burn mark on her cheek.
Oh no.
She looks at me.
3 bodyguards besides her were shocked.
„Are you out of your fucking mind?"
the one bodyguard said.
They started to pull me out of the office and threw me back against my so well known cell wall.
4 Walls with no decoration.
No window.
Just blank.
„One action like this again, and we'll kill you."
3 Words, that i don't really mind.
Why didn't they kill me already?
It's been 52.560 hours, so 2.190 days since i've been locked up brought here.
Just kill me.
Kill me.
Kill me.
Kill me.
Please.
KILL ME PLEASE.
And there we go, once again it starts. My eyes burn. I think its a good feeling. I hate this feeling.
1 Bodyguard left.
The other 2 were staring at me.
I think one of them was screaming.
The other bodyguard that just left entered the room with a pair of shit looking funny looking sunglasses.
2 Black glasses.
It looks like its from a celebrity.
One purple-ish case.
3 Wipes inside the case.
I hate being like this.
I love hurting people and myself.
They gave me some kind of spray.
240 ml.
Interesting.
Am i finally getting drugs? It feels weird. I spray it into my mouth, forcing myself not to throw up. The 3 Bodyguards left. How long am i gonna be stuck in here? I think i start to get dizzy. Please help me! Please get me out of here!!  I think I overthink to much. I don't look really good.
My 2 colorish tired eyes.
1 blue and 1 yellow.
My long black hair looked like i've never washed it.
My body full of Burn marks and scars.
My dirty hands.
I don't feel good. I am gonna die in here.
I sit on my mattress. How long will I be stuck in here? I thought. I hate this life
I bang my head against the wall. I'm so tired. I love this feeling. I feel something dripping down my face. I think i'm bleeding. No one can stop me. I hear people. My vision fades away.
4 different voices.
"She almost killed herself!"
"No way she has suicidal thoughts!" "She's only 17. That poor girl!"
"Guys stop talking, her head doesn't stops bleeding! She's loosing to much blood!"
I feel overwhelmed. My vision and my hearing blurs fully out now. I know that they're not going to let me die in here.

- I can't believe i fell for all that shit. -

3 Knocks on the door.
But it isn't breakfast time yet, I think.
6 Bodyguards.
2 Boys.
Oh no.
Wait.
I know them.
Chalixé and Kitso.
12 eyes staring at me.
How did they get here?
With my ugly ass goggles glasses on.
I missed kits chinese face.
My vision blacked out after i saw them. Too many memories.

I feel warmth. Body warming. I smell Kits perfume. I snuggle against him. Chalixé laughs. I don't care. I am gonna kill him. I need a hug, and the best hugs are from kit.
He pets my head. He goes through my hair with his fingers. I need to rest. After I open my eyes again, I realise that i'm ontop of kits chest. His strong and handsome arms around my back.
„Good morning, sweetheart. Did you sleep well?"
My brain stopped working.
1 Word.
1 Meaning.
I nod.
I think i'm blushing.
Lixé is looking at me.
„Morning Ela. How'd you sleep?" Oh right. My names Ela, short for Electra aka the monster who kills everyone with her electrifying eyes.
I blink.
2 times.
Kit smiles. My broken heart melts.
I love his smile. That one smile.
They're gonna get me out of here, i think. Or they'll let me rot here for the rest of my life.